harmless, convivial joys

that homoerotic feeling when you need to finish brushing the lady of the house’s hair because her husband is going to be late for his evening dinner party and she’s not satisfied yet because he was unable to finish

no heterosexual explanation for chapter 14 of rebecca

i am rereading rebecca again after years and i absolutely just. love. that mrs danvers is clearly a bottom who is mad that the new mrs de winter is also a bottom, and so she will never get dominated again

look i know not everyone is comfortable with overt sexual themes / not everyone feels sexual and that’s totally fine, but i have to say it really. bothers me when like. ppl act like overt sexual attraction to women from other women is gross. and i’m not talking gross in the sense of being uncomfortable in general with sexual themes. any sapphic person knows this feeling fr. like it’s a different kind of shaming people do, when they try to deny lesbian sexual feelings. it’s painted as this gross and perverse thing, worse than anything else and like you have severe mental illness. and it’s very evident when ppl do it

do you ever take psychic damage when patricia clarkson tells amy adams she is such a good girl in sharp objects or do you not have mommy issues

you ever just have that feel where like. your hyperfixation is so randomly strong but you’re sad because you can’t talk abt it or engage in any fandom because it’s old or niche media or both, and all of the content online is old or dormant and any content you make goes unengaged with :( it’s just this like. literal pain. but then even when you do talk about it or engage with it it still doesn’t feel like enough? idk anyway my dopamine mechanism is broken