Tales of an Uninspiring Jackass

At what point do I start feeling like I’m good enough and at what point will things actually turn around?

Maybe some day I'll wake up and want to be alive. Maybe some day I'll actually be happy. Maybe one day I won't feel like I've wasted my entire life. Maybe some day I'll feel like I actually have some direction.

I think a lot about giving up and I think I’m just about at the point where it’s going to happen

What does it feel like to live a life that you actually enjoy?

It really feels like everything is closing in on me and I’m almost at my breaking point

Really tired of living

I've only been awake for an hour and I already want to die.

It scares me that my concentration and ability to think have felt off ever since I started having anxiety issues. It makes me feel like something is wrong with me and worries me it's going to interfere with my life and work.

I'll pay anyone $1,000 to just fucking murder me

I don't want to be 25

I don't want to deal with life anymore. I just don't have the energy.