Carpe Noctem

Everything is not okay

The worst part of my life is how I feel about you

I always want you to think I’m okay

and just as suddenly she felt alone again

I don’t want to go out with him because I want to go out with you idiot

This stupid boy cares about my stupid feelings and today he was there for me and it made me feel all sappy and nice and he made me laugh while I was crying so now what

Unfortunately I’ve fallen suddenly depressed and cannot make to the event tonight

I get anxiety trying to get a therapist so I’m still just hangin out by myself existing in a very not okay state

I want pizza and less depression

Every week I have a “just get past this day and you’ll be fine” mindset, but will this cycle ever end? Am I ever really fine?

The way saying “I love you” feels beets everything

“He doesn’t play by the rules of cinematic romance.”