Ryuko opened her eyes a little and after blinking a couple of times she smiled. Really, Satsuki was apologizing? She was not mocking her, rather she found it amusing. The violent images of the older girl with blood on her body clashed dramatically with this image of her being vulnerable and admitting it was not her intention to harm her. Every time they were together the “enemies” façade became more and more fragile; she was sure that was the reason why Satsuki was so reserved and tried to keep her feelings hidden. They needed to maintain this game for a little longer, right? Even when deep down they both knew they had a bond that became closer every day.
I can imagine you didn’t want that to happen
The girl said in a soft voice, understanding that this was difficult for her friend and not wanting to make a big deal to avoid making her feel uncomfortable.
But I’m ok, Satsuki. It only left a couple of scars, but they are not very big! I was more worried about you, about the chance of you harming yourself and me not being strong enough to stop you. Seeing you here again behaving like you normally do makes me feel better.
You sigh softly, closing your eyes for a moment. The smile Ryuko showed made her feel a bit more relaxed, but she still didnt want to openly say it. You clear your throat briefly and then look at her again. You wonder if she was so alright, but you dont have more option than trusting her. Well, this girl has supernatural healing capacities and endurance, so you wouldnt be surprised she is actually okay. You just cant be happy for stabbing her hand to be honest, even when you should. Killing her there would be the solution to all your problems, actually.
But you cant.
Even in that condition of lack of control you couldnt kill her. What happened to you Satsuki. Well, its not like you can kill so easily, but you should if it was your enemy the one in front of you, in a vulnerable situation. Your mother would be able to do so, you have no doubt. But you cant be like her, even when that would make everything easier sometimes.
Doesnt matter, you hate the idea of being like her, even if that makes your path more difficult. You dont want to lose yourself so badly like she did, all for power and control.
Glad you are alright, Ryuko. And... yes, I’m fine, I just needed some time, I suppose.
