Confess and Stuff

Nobody ever feels bad to lose me as a friend I am always replaceable.

My sister comes back from college today and I am not excited about her coming back at all. Also I hate being ghosted.

I've started binging and purging and this is the first time I've purged, this might be the start of something terrible

My neighbors have recently gotten a dog and one likes the dog and the other doesn't. So the dog is still potty trained so tell my why my whole window smells like piss. So first it was weed and now I smell piss.

Why do people have to be such dicks like I be minding my own business and then some devil just shows up. She's gonna park beside me and hit her car door on mine and then after she does that she drops her stupid cups on the ground and I find white stuff on my car and I'm like why do people have to be such fucking assholes.

years ago, I went behind my parents backs and created a tumblr account so I could talk to people who were fans of my obsession at the time. Didn't know anyone who liked it irl and was desperate. not only did I break my parents trust, but looking back, being part of that fandom fucked me up as it exposed me to a lot of sexual things. Ntm some of my interactions with an adult moot (I was a minor at the time) was kinda weird. I wonder if I would've been groomed had I not been caught by my parents..

My neighbors are talking about me again that is all they do. Getting mad because I'm I park in the same parking spot.

Once again why does it take forever for the people you hate the most to leave.

Annoying asshole couples who shouldn't be together but always stay together are the fucking worst.

I am so tired of smelling weed

Men ain't shit all they do is disappoint.

I'm tired of everyone who keeps smoking on the porch.

I hope everyone who has harassed me these last months will suffer I better not ever see these cunts again once my lease is up you sat there and harassed me my car for months I can't wait for karma to get your ass and make your life a living hell.

I feel like I'm slowly going insane.

God must hate me because the amount of bullshit that I go through on a day to day basis is just fucking ridiculous.

I honestly hate my life and I feel like I'm too tired to do anything about it. I hate my neighbors they overflooded their toilet and it leaked all into my bathroom when I told the maintenance about it and they got an attitude with me. The assholes didn't even apologize just laughed about it such bullshit. I hate when they are here I wish they would move always starting unnecessary stress for me and I'm tired of smelling weed. Tired of no one hiring me and I'm just tired of struggling as my bills continue to increase I'm tired I want a break from my life.