♱ Onanist ♱

(This is a yap-fest btw) I saw the Vacillator video and I was obsessed (hypnotised is the better word- I was like a baby watching those dancing fruits). It has been playing in the background ever since it came out, and I want to draw every frame of it. The only thing that's stopping me right now is the crushing weight of my finals. But I did attempt a second drawing and it was left unfinished (because I am lazy at my core), and I kind of like it. My drawing process usually (esp with charcoal) consists of me telling myself to trust the process over and over again until it looks somewhat presentable. But I like this one unfinished.

Of course, I'm not gonna keep it that way, but I do like it anyway. It's rare when it happens and I actually end up liking something when it's not perfected (which is hypocritical, because I started posting here to tell myself that it's fine if something you create doesn't end up being as good as you wanted it).