gunk drawer

It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

Beige dress coded cardboard cutout girl

Instead of wild woman at work;

Assembly line Starbucks “employee”

Don’t tell my boyfriend

I don’t know if I want to

Or if I need to

Now I keep an air freshener tucked in so my dad can’t smell it

He used to smoke when he was my age

Look at the buildings up from the man

Look at the life and listen to the hundred tip taps of feet on ground

And yell up at the sky

Because you don’t know what it’s for

blonde beautiful

batshit bad shit

evil queen of underground

scene queen of pastel patsy

nasty, i love her courtney

loves her

bed head

blonde hair bleached bone

blonde dry wet with oil

slick with lipstick sweat

and smells mothballs drying lace

patent leather scratches with nail nails

coffin red bed wetter with liquor sweet sweat

liquor sour bile teary stringed saliva salvia

bang bang

fury harpy claws and sinewy

jaw and jab

fight with the animals you beastly thing

i’m not courtney love

mauve maven mad queen of my heart and hole

love

everything that could possibly be about me i have thought of good jesus omnipresent

humble some one else points out

humble and knowledgeable

pitted and hypnotizing

losing all my gas to dim residentials

dotting the pavement

ant spec tators

to the soap opera house dramas and

drivel

dead end nights away

rubber padded wheel embrace

the only way i know how to live is to bite chunks out of its globular sticky dough face and chew until it gums my throat shut and my jaw is almost dead because it never tastes the same twice