Stream of Consciousness 8.20.21
10 years roughly 100 pounds many miles
same sun different mind same person different person
the alive sound of quiet
hopes manifested around an aesthetic(s)
having no idea how to exist in the future, small aspirational grasps now feel life progress (as they did then) ((but this time open to surprises)) (((but this time aware of the weight of bad surprises))) ((((but also even more good surprises than 2011 she could think of))))
2011 she's dreams came true, so 2021 me starts afresh wondering what's next. Wondering and worrisome.
Same sun same enlivening quiet. still watching gossip girl (but it tastes VERY different 10 years into the future) ((but we are still listening to MGMT and searching for red skinny jeans))
