Colors Unlike Anything

acrylic, canvas 40*50 cm «Lighthouse of the Northern Sunset» 2025

look Nie Mingjue's most defensible action was not trusting Jin Guangyao. like if YOUR best friend (you have two) had gone off to gain his fathers approval (you hate his father because you've had to work with him for half a decade and he's all around awful) and hadn't written, so of course you go to check on him. While you're there you find him MURDERING PEOPLE on your side, during a war which you are CURRENTLY LOSING. it looks like he's betrayed you. he says its because the guy was stealing credit from him. this is not an excuse for framing someone for murder during a war where we are loosing, bestie!! then he pretends to kill himself, and when you, very reasonably WORRIED about your friend who is having a mental breakdown like your father, go to catch him, he takes that moment to incapacitate you and runs off to god knows where.

The concept of everyone genuinely thinking that Wei Wuxian is Jiang Fengmian's bastard drives me up a wall. His parents don't get any respect post-mortem because people are gossiping about Fengmian's teenage crush on a woman he hadn't seen in years and who's long dead.

hiiii back on my trudy trout grind 💪💪💪 (trying not to think about other things) sooo spoilers for ep 12 but here's a little comic to the song never love an anchor by the crane wives.

Men will actually look you dead in the eye and say “I hate *insert female action movie* because a woman could never do blah blah blah I simply can’t believe a woman could kill all those people never mind she has a sub machine gun and is a highly trained assassin I don’t care she woman so she weak” and then say “it’s just not realistic it’s a woke female power fantasy😡” and then go and watch Mission Impossible where Tom Cruises argues that even god himself could not kill him. Or fucking Nobody where a normal average father who gets looked down by his family for not being”manly” suddenly is somehow able to track down and kill a whole armed robbing organization you know the ultimate make fantasy. Or they will go watch *insert any Jason Statham* movie where Jason Statham bare hand brawls every gun in America.