Look at this god forsaken mess.

Hey Everyone!

Just wanted to let you all know that we are very much still around and plan on continuing at some point. Can’t really say when as things are just now getting back to normal for us. We had a personal and major loss in our family this June and it’s rocked us pretty hard.

But! We’ll be back as soon as we can! We appreciate you all and can’t wait to share more of our boys and their story. 

Thank you!

Para/Phone Call: I Still Remember the First Fall of Snow- Part 1 of 2. 

Rating: PG-13.

Sebastian: @colorsicantsee 

Blaine: @twoblueheartslocked

Time: Year One: Present Day. December 30. 2 and a half months after No Stopping Your Plans (Present Day, End of Year One. Blaine 22 (as of October 22), Sebastian 21 (as of August 27)

Location:  Ohio/Blaine’s Apartment- Brooklyn, New York

Info: Sebastian attempts to travel back to New York after visiting his parents in Ohio during a snowstorm. Blaine panics.

Warnings; please read: This para has themes of alcohol addiction, depression/anxiety, mentions of past domestic abuse, and mentions of death. This RP in general has themes of past abuse(Physical, mental and sexual), previous unwanted sexual situations, anxiety, depression, negative body image, drug use, alcohol use, cussing, and death(parents).

Extra Warnings: (This RP is not Kurt Hummel friendly. He is not a nice man at all. Never will be in this RP. You’ve all been warned.)

Title Taken From:  All Too Well (TMV) (TV)-Taylor Swift

Under Cut for content.  As usual, the para is mostly unedited.

(And how it glistened as it fell,

 I remember it all too well)

Hey friends!

Yes, we are still very much around and still have plenty to write for these two sad, but very much healing, boys. We’re still slow, but we plan to be back to posting in March. 

Thank you all for your support and patience! 

Para: No Stopping Your Plans (And Those Slow Hands)

Pairing: Seblaine.

Rating: NC-17

Sebastian: @colorsicantsee 

Blaine: @twoblueheartslocked

Time: Year One: Present Day. Second week of October- Six weeks  after It’s Supposed to Be Fun Turning Twenty-One. 

Location:  Sebastian’s Apartment- Manhattan, New York

Info: Blaine helps Sebastian with some studying. Things don’t go as planned- or do they?

Warnings; please read: This para is sex/smut with plot. (Bottom Blaine for this one.) -Mentions themes of alcohol addiction, recovery discussion, depression/anxiety, past (physical, mental, and sexual) and mentions of past unwanted sexual advances while under the influence of alcohol. -This RP in general has themes of past abuse (physical, mental and sexual), previous unwanted sexual situations, anxiety, depression, negative body image, drug use, alcohol use, cussing, and death(parents).

Extra Warnings: (This RP is not Kurt Hummel friendly. He is not a nice man at all. Never will be in this RP. You’ve all been warned.)

Title Taken From:  Slow Hands- Niall Horan

Under Cut for content.  

As usual, the para is mostly unedited.

(Fingertips putting on a show-

Can’t you tell that I want you, baby)

We promise we’re still around. Slowly but surely working on the next para. Should be up by mid October. :) We aren’t going anywhere. We may take forever but we’ll always be sure to update asap. 

Thanks for sticking around!

We’re still, sadly, on a bit of a hiatus. Para’s are currently in progress and will be up asap. :) We’re still around and are still slowly working towards the next update. We’re almost ready. Hopefully we get a better system down in the next couple of months.

See you soon!

This RP will be going on a slight hiatus! We have two big trips coming up in May and as it’s already been hard to write as of late we’ve decided to just hold off until we have more time. Probably the middle of June, but possibly the end. Don’t worry though! We shall be back with hopefully a happier para for our boys! They both deserve it. <3

We will still be updating the Fic  version of the RP though if you’d like to revisit. :)

You can find it here!

Thank you all for your patience and we’ll see you in June.

Para: (Part Two of Two) It’s Supposed To Be Fun Turning Twenty-One 

Sebastian: @colorsicantsee 

Blaine: @twoblueheartslocked

Time: Year One: Present Day. The weekend after Sebastian’s 21st Birthday (which is August 27) Takes place in the twenty-four hours after (Part One)

Location:  The bar/Blaine’s Apartment- Brooklyn, New York

Info:  A terrified yet determined Blaine helps Sebastian pick up the pieces after his relapse.

Warnings; please read: This para has themes of alcohol addiction, depression/anxiety, and mentions of unwanted sexual advances while under the influence of alcohol. Mentions of past abuse. This RP in general has themes of past abuse(Physical, mental and sexual), previous unwanted sexual situations, anxiety, depression, negative body image, drug use, alcohol use, cussing, and death(parents).

Extra Warnings: (This RP is not Kurt Hummel friendly. He is not a nice man at all. Never will be in this RP. You’ve all been warned.)

Title Taken From:  Taylor Swift- All Too Well (10 minute version) (Taylor’s Version)

Under Cut for content.  As usual, the para is mostly unedited.

 ( I might be okay, but I’m not fine at all) 

We didn’t quite make it back for a January post but we promise we’re working on two big things that will be up Mid February to Early March. We’ve had to accept that we’re just not going to be as active as we used to be or would like to be, life is just in the way. But, we are going to be continuing to write for this RP and our other one (Witch) because we love these boys and their stories. We just aren’t going to be timely anymore. We will never just abandoned either one though, we promise! They will have proper endings. We have so much more to tell anyway.

Stick around for a very painful Seb centric para in the next month or so!

We are sooo happy everyone seems to be enjoying the new updates! The next para’s are pretty Sebastian centric and are probably gonna cause some painful feelings so be on the lookout for it in the new year.  ♥

Thanks for your patience with us!

Happy Yule/Holidays to all of you! We’ll be back in January. :)

Para: Please Remind Me Who I Really Am

Rating: PG-13.

Pairing: Seblaine.

Sebastian: @colorsicantsee 

Blaine: @twoblueheartslocked

Time: Year One: Present Day. Early August, the same night as the previous para -My Heart Stops When You Look At Me

Location: Blaine’s Apartment- Brooklyn, New York

Info:  Sebastian surprises a lonely and anxious Blaine after figuring out that Blaine isn’t actually okay. Blaine tells him about Kurt and a question causes Sebastian to finally let all of his walls come down in a heartbreakingly beautiful display.

Warnings; please read: This para has mentions of abuse (physical, mental, and sexual), anxiety, and a description of a panic attack. The word r*pe is also used once, and other sexual assault instances are implied. This RP in general has themes of past abuse(Physical, mental and sexual), previous unwanted sexual situations, anxiety, depression, negative body image, drug use, alcohol use, cussing, death(parents).

Extra Warnings: (This RP is not Kurt Hummel friendly. He is not a nice man at all. Never will be in this RP. You’ve all been warned.)

Title Taken From: Dark Side- Kelly Clarkson

Under Cut for content.  As usual, the para is mostly unedited.

Blaine Self Para Ft. Sebastian: My Heart Stops When You Look at Me

Rating: PG-13.

Pairing: (Seblaine.) Kurt Hummel and mentions of past Klaine are very present in this para.

Sebastian: @colorsicantsee (Sebastian’s actual role player wrote his parts during the phone call at the end. The words they’ve written are marked with *’s.)

Blaine: @twoblueheartslocked

Time: Year One: Present Day. Early August, about two weeks after Now I Wake Up By Your Side, My One and Only, My Lifeline 

Location: The Bookish  Barista- Brooklyn, New York

Info:  While working Blaine gets an unexpected and unwanted visitor. He tries his hardest to deal with his anxiety and panic without losing himself.

Warnings: This para features an appearance by Kurt Hummel. This para has mentions of abuse (physical, mental, and sexual), anxiety, and a description of a panic attack. This rp in general mentions past abuse(Physical, mental and sexual), previous unwanted sexual situations, anxiety, depression, negative body image, drug use, alcohol use, cussing, death(parents).

Extra Warnings: (This RP is not Kurt Hummel friendly. You’ve all been warned.)

Title Taken From: Teenage Dream by Katy Perry

Under Cut for content.  As usual, the para is mostly unedited.

Hi, we’re back to posting once or twice a month! 

Can you believe it’s been a Decade of Seblaine?! ♥️

 Just one touch  I can’t sleep

Hello Everyone!

We wanted to stop in and let everyone know that we will officially be back to posting a decent-sized para at least once a month starting in mid to late November. We’ve missed our babies so much. (of course they’re always with us in our heads and hearts but you know what we mean. Haha.) However, with a major change in our schedules, it’s been incredibly difficult to figure out the time to actually sit down write out all the para’s we have in mind to continue this crazy journey. 

However! We’re working on it, and pretty much have it figured out. We have so much more of their story to tell and we appreciate your patience while we figure out our lives and how to showcase our love for these two properly again. 

We’ll see you all in November. 

Hey there everyone!

We just wanted to give a quick update and let everyone know that while we’re still going to be considered active we have to take a bit of a break for some serious personal reasons. It’s been an incredibly rough two months for us and we feel as though stepping back for a month or two is the best thing for us to do. We want to put out quality writing and right now it’s not really happening. We know we’ve posted lots of OOC’s lately but we like to make sure you all know that when we’re gone for awhile that it doesn’t mean we’ve abandoned. We’re not close to done. 

So, don’t worry, we will be back. Writing these two beautiful boys is one of our passions and we want to keep doing it! We just need to save some space for ourselves for a bit and take care of our mental health. We even have our next few paras outlined! Chapters will still be updated to our AO3 account, but if you follow you’ve probably read what we’ve posted so far. (We call the fic for this RP I Want Your Midnights under the username shwrites) 

So hang in there for us and we’ll see you all soon! Maybe even sooner than expected. :)

We appreciate all of you. <3

We’ve had a little set back and we’ve got to take a tiny hiatus. This month has been a bit crazy! H, our beautiful Sebastian sorta…

TW: Injury.-

Para: Now I Wake Up By Your Side My One and Only, My Lifeline

Rating: NC-17.

Pairing: Seblaine.

Sebastian: @colorsicantsee

Blaine: @twoblueheartslocked

Time: Year One: Present Day- End of July, about a month  after You’re Every Song I’ve Ever Loved. 

Location: Sebastian’s Apartment- Manhattan, New York

Info:  Blaine gets brave and spends the weekend at Sebastian’s apartment. Blaine lets himself explore Sebastian even more. They have a heart to heart.

Warnings: This particular Para is smutty and sweet. Also has major mentions of past abuse. This rp as a whole mentions past abuse(Physical, mental and sexual), post unwanted sexual situations, anxiety, depression, negative body image, drug use, alcohol use, cussing, death(parents).

Extra Warnings: (This RP is not Kurt Hummel friendly. You’ve all been warned.)

Title Taken From: Dress by Taylor Swift

Under Cut for content.  As usual, the para is mostly unedited.