What's Next is Uncertain

Intimacy begins with soul connection

when he plans everything so all i have to do is look pretty

I’m a firm believer in kissing places that are usually left untouched during sex. Kissing your hips and ribs. Your spine and wrist. I want to indulge in every part of you.

You might feel like it is delaying but it's actually not. Allah chooses the perfect time for some things to happen. It's completely in Allah's hands. So there's no need to rush or be in hurry. What's yours is already yours only when Allah decides to give it you.

May you find someone who is gentle to you. May you get a person who sees you and figures you out, only to be consistently kind and understanding to you. Someone who finds it easy not to prod you where it hurts, and to respect that some things are uniquely painful to you. Someone who has the patience for all of your triggers, without trying to fix them. Someone who lets you take all of the steps in your recovery on your own, but cheers you on, on every step of the way.

Believe that things can suddenly change for you. Do not worry about how and when. Just deeply believe in the possibility of a new outcome. It can all be so different than what you are currently experiencing. Nothing is ever final. Allow that to bring you peace and give you hope.

‘’for you i can try’’ is the most intimate thing ever