Dr(-)wn

- wrong advice from me to me

Yet I still stay and put up with your toxicity.

Things have been tensed with the way things have been. At work, she has been growing close to this guy: they meet at the bus stop every morning to grab breakfast and head to work together, they are always together while at work, and they take the same bus together after work everyday. She's been putting me on hold whenever she's with him, and somewhat prioritizing his company over our conversations despite already having his company from 8:30 in the morning all the way to 6 in the evening. It slowly seems like I'm the only one wanting to talk, while its more of a chore/mundane routine for her. I'm not too sure if I'm being too sensitive, but is it wrong of me to feel jealous to a certain extent given the situation? It's difficult for me not to feel the way I do given the way the both of them always have things to carry on their conversation that makes her so engaged in conversation with him, while I fight desperately just to have an hour of (interesting) conversation with her. I've also voiced out some of these to her, which she didn't take too well. Instead of being transparent with me about him, she has become apprehensive about mentioning him to me. Should I just be understanding and take her word for things, and stop feeling the way I do?

Maybe it’s time I stop things before getting too comfortable bathing in toxic.