Hello

Make me understand.

Make me comprehend.

All these feelings that have no end.

 Save me from myself, I beg.

Save me from my refuge, my bed.

I keep recalling all that wasn’t said.

 Beating myself up.

Beating ‘till I stop.

Send me away where it’s not as rough.

 I need an exit.

I need to leave it.

What good to me is this pit?

 Running around in squares.

Running around broken stairs.

You refuse to see me falling into snares.

(NOW)

Here I am in your dwelling.

Here I am, contemplating.

I hear you, I see you – beginning.

 Help me run away.

Help me run Your Way.

Break me down so I could say,

 “I call on Your Name.

Save me.”

Stop me from going over, stop me from going under.

(Wait.)

(It shouldn’t be you.)

(It’s me.)

I will, I won’t.

I will try when you won’t.

I won’t give in when you will.

Complementing each other.

Grinding, as well.

 I shall grind (no) suffer by myself.

This will make me better.

Make me more suitable.

 No more going over, no more going under.

All just heading upward.

Heading upward.

Hopefully.

(With you)

I am hoping.

I am waiting.

I am hoping, I am waiting, I am going crazy.

My love for you may never leave my body.

I need time to move faster.

To see if there’s life together.

I am hoping.

I am waiting.

I am crazy.

Sitting here, contemplating whether I'll be wearing a ring around my finger.

Thinking, praying.

Hoping for a future.

Bring me back, bring me forward - to a day where our kiss follows our “I DOs”.

I am hoping.

I am waiting.

I'm still crazy.

The memory of yesterday is running away.

The warmth of your love is fading away.

And yet, hear my heart, the beat chooses to stay.

I am hopeful.

I am patient.

I’m not crazy.

Slowing down.

Kneeling down.

I surrender.