Collibaby

Reblogging my Endfield inspired Etho for no reason

bdubs joking abt being a parkour master after i was just losing it abt If Etho Does It I Wanna Do It That's How It's Always Been. go to hell

what's crazy is etho is actually much more susceptible to the we are one thing even if bdubs is the one who said it on record. the chainmail thing, the moss ender pearl thing, and over several years changing to claiming that bdubs came up with "you've been etho'd" when etho himself had previously said it was kurt. bdubs says etho chiseled him into the builder he wanted him to be but etho kind of just. well. the tnt sucker thing the texturing thing the ways of thinking abt building and creative design thing. anybody think abt how etho said "i think i've been that way with you my whole life" in season 10 your whole life? your whole. the whole of your life. your. and. hello

bdubs is extremely aware and clear-eyed abt how he's changed himself for etho. etho has been so laser focused on explaining bdubs to himself - from the mindcrack s3 spider spawner "you hate wearing armor"/"no i don't!"/"i saw it in the ctm maps" disbelief to etho testing his storage system bc he after 10+ years doesn't know from experience beyond bdubs' videos how he collects it, his process, what makes him tick - that he occasionally & consistently misremembers his own life to attribute things that were ambiguously mutual to straight up the activites of another person to bdubs. partially bc he's been around so long but he doesn't do that with beef or doc in the same way. it's the foucs and blurring. They Are One. badly

The mask tan line oh my gooodddddd