don’t report, block

these <3

i hate every single thing about myself. yet when i tell that to people, they think i mean it in a sane way. but i don’t just hate my acne, or my hair, or my teeth. i hate every aspect of my personality, how quickly i can get angry at someone and instantly regret lashing out, how pathetic i can be, how i catch myself hurting someone and immediately apologize but it’s too late, how i care so much about people i love and how attached i get to them but they never care as much about me. i also hate everything about me physically, meaning i hate how my thighs touch, i hate how i feel like i always take up too much space, how big i feel, how my hair falls out when i brush it, how my nails are all bitten off, how i always have dark circles under my eyes and how my skin has gotten paler over the years and i don’t even get tanned anymore during the summer. i dont just dislike myself, i hate myself more than anything and i don’t know how to make me better.