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sirius liked it more than he expected. he liked hearing all these stupid little stories about remus before he knew him, liked having something to look at when he couldn't just ask remus himself.

but that night, lying awake, it started bothering him. because sirius didn't have anything like that to give back.

his mum wasn't someone remus could sit with and ask about him. there weren't going to be any old photos brought out at the kitchen table, no stories about what sirius was like before hogwarts.

The first time Wolfstar did something, was during their last year in Hogwarts. It was late at night, Sirius couldn’t sleep so he had snuck into Remus’ bed, who was busy reading. As time passed, they had moved slightly onto their sides, Sirius was instead holding the book and Remus was reading over Sirius’ shoulder. Sirius was unbelievably close to Remus, and Remus had gone unusually quiet.

Sirius had shifted slightly, adjusting himself to get more comfy, and he felt something on his back. He thought it was something in Remus’ pocket or maybe the blanket had bunched up, but the low noise that escaped from Remus and the immediate silence afterwards told Sirius something very different.

For a moment, they both ignored it, neither of them wanting to talk about that. But Sirius got antsy, and moved again. He was sick of Remus not admitting what they were both feeling, and Sirius refused to spend more time ignoring the unspoken feelings that lingered.

“Let me help you,” Sirius whispered.

Remus opened his mouth to say something, but he couldn’t and instead pressed his head into Sirius’ neck and pushed his hips forward. Sirius could feel the thickness between his

“Please,” Remus’ voice broke as he spoke.

Sirius then took control, he brought Remus’ leg between his own, and pushed himself back as he brought Remus forward. They both moaned quietly in unison. Remus had began pressing gentle kisses onto Sirius’ neck and was also leaving a few that would surely be there in the morning.

Their release came quickly after. It was hot and sweaty, their limbs were all tangled and the blanket had been forgotten about. Sirius’ hair stuck to his forehead and Remus’ grip had tightened on Sirius’ stomach. Sirius had muttered a quick cleaning spell, getting rid of the stickiness between them. Neither of them made any effort to separate from each other, they didn’t want to.

also remus who finds his leather jacket wearing, motorcycle driving boyfriend sitting on the floor speaking in soft tones while teddy sits in his lap and colors in his tattoos

But it turns out that he's been in a long-distance relationship with Remus for like a year already, and suddenly Remus moves to town and starts attending the same school.

James can do a backflip and frontflip, is obviously really good at quidditch and can also run 5 laps around the quidditch field without getting tired!!

Sirius is acing all his classes, is also insanely talented at quidditch and can ride a motorcycle with no hands!!

remus isnt very flexible, but he can read 4 books in one week ON TOP of his homework, fake cry, effortly pickpocket and play drums!!

peter can do none of these things, but what he can do is walk to the fucking fridge and eat everything