Spoiled and Sun~Kissed

falling in love with me

My goal is to fall in love with everything that i am I am so much more than the things that I am not. From bed head and binging netflix To red lips and leather pants Fresh curls and painted nails To ponytails and workout sweatAn overthinker through and through An overall doubter of anyone newIm stubborn as hell but I love with all I have Im straightforward and honest and have no filter which…

he makes you want to

He makes you want to wear dresses and twirl on a dancefloor with him. Curl your hair and paint your nails pink, the soft pink that reminds you of his cheeks when you tell him how amazing he is. He makes you want to drive down a country road with the windows down. Playing that song that he sings along to on the radio. He makes you want to go for walks and look at houses and dream of what life…

What if it was you and not her.

What if.  What if she leaves. What if you’re not what she wants anymore. What if she changes her mind and suddenly you have to start living without hearing her voice late at night or feeling her arms tighten around you as you sleep.  What if your world flips upside down from losing her. What if your days become longer and nights become harder because you don’t have her constant messages…

It all came down to the typical he said she said. Who was more convincing Who had more to lose. She begged and pleaded He sat there with a victorious glimmer in his eyes. In hers was pure pain. How was she to compete with the towns golden boy She was a nobody Just another face in the busy streets. He made her think she was someone to him He built her up and knocked her down. Her entire would…

I’m not thriving and that’s okay

These days it’s easy to feel like everyday’s the same as the day before.  Let’s be real, it basically is.  I’ve caught myself in a position where I am just going through the motions. Everyday I do the same thing, I eat the same things, I wear the same rotation of outfits, nothing is new and nothing is changing,  There was  so much change in such a short period of time last month and then…

When life gives you lemons you make lemonade. You dive headfirst into your passions and never think twice. When life pushes you to your person you fall blindy and fully in love. But what happens when life doesn’t pan out the way you thought. What happens when everything you thought you knew becomes a lie. What happens when you’re making decisions you swore you’d never make and your life goes down…