EAST COAST CHILDREN

Sometimes I feel like I'm not being heard, or seen. Like I'm invisible. No one likes me... I'm not worth anyone's time. It hurts everyday to try to persuade myself to love the person in the mirror. I have no friends and the friends I did have just used me. Sometimes I wonder if it's even worth it anymore. I'm tired. I'm tired of people hurting me, and I'm tired of hurting myself. I just want to disappear. I just don't want anyone to know me anymore. Sometimes I just want to sleep and never wake up. I'm just so tired of feeling this way. I try my best to help people out, but I get nothing in return... not that I should expect it but being a good person gets you no where. I don't want to be here anymore. I don't feel loved. It's like a giant rain cloud is in my head, just constantly drowning in my depression.

These lonely mornings bring chills to my bones. Trying to make sense of this. God I'm trying to make sense of this... are you listening? Times like this I need hope. Times like this I need love.