you, me. come whatever.

chuck: 'don't confuse me with your father.' um you literally WISH you had a FRACTION of John Winchester's effortless gravitas you gross lame cheap-joke rat, you will never in your life be half as relevant as Thee Original deadbeat dad. Your absence will never hang as heavy. Your shadow will never loom as large. You will never inspire as many sylvia plath web weaves. There was one guy present at the origin myth of the Supernatural universe and it wasn't you.

john's dying speech to dean being "you took care of Sammy . . . you took care of me." is so fucking depressing. it's an apology and not, it's damnation---I'm dying for you because it's the only way I can repay you---and not, and it's going to be the last thing Dean really remembers of his father. he's going to remember that it's his fault john died, because he fucked up. he got hurt, and john saved him, and now john is apologizing for something dean has internalized his upset over so hard that he views it as his love rather than the unjustness it was

hm. do y’all ever stop to think about how Dean’s savior/martyr complex affects Sam. Like..we talk all the time about how damaging the parentification was for Dean and that’s the part I relate to and empathize with so I fully get it but man…Sam didn’t ask for that. Sam is perceptive; he can always tell when something’s up with Dean. Do you think he felt guilty just for being born? Do you think he thought about how Dean would have had fewer burdens to bear if he wasn’t around? Do you think he spends his adult life looking back on all the times he asked Dean for something or relied on Dean and feels guilty for putting that on him, because he sees how Dean moves through the world thinking his only purpose is to sacrifice himself for others? Do you think Sam knows that he doesn’t need to feel guilty for all that. Do you think Sam is healthy enough to realize that it’s not his fault for needing things

good fucking morning to me

affirmations for writers: i know how to write. i have seen sentences before, and i know how to make one. i can identify up to several words and their meanings. i am not afraid of semicolons.

and continously chanting "you can pry em dash from my cold dead hands"