okay, I decided to just fucking fold and write this post 🙃 i’m truly biting my tongue and sucking up my pride bc at this point i’m ready to croak. i’m broke as shit!! at another level of poor in finances but rich in personality headass 🙃 i’m really not even wanting to post this shit buuuut whatever, here I go.
so hennyway, I was building myself back up financially, until my step dad kicked me out last month on some ridiculous bullshit. forcing me to relocate and quit my job to try and find something closer. i simply couldn’t afford the gas back and forth, 45 min, 5 days a week, to work from where I live now. and that hit me hard as hell and my finances are suffering for it cause i’m still searching for a civie job.
so yeah I’m asking for help in paying my bills (car note, car ins, phone, hospital bills). i am a sex worker and you’d think that shit would have me making bands out the ass but ya girl is black & fat and not making the same as a lot of these average skinty yte sxwrkrs in escorting. this business doesn’t really cater to my kind of heaux, and that’s just the tea. in fact a lot of the time i have to suck in my teeth and deal with some of these clients nubian kween fetish just to get paid. that shits annoying as hell but it’s not degrading like a bitch wanting me play 1600s antebellum south with chester and michael just to get paid.
it’s a hot ass mess that fat sxwrkrs in this industry have to work twice as hard as the skinny sxwrkrs do. and then black sxwrkrs have to work three times as hard as the non black sxwrkrs do. issa fucked up reality that we out here dealin with.
so it’s accurate of me to say i’m not making as much as some of my fellow sxwrkrs do bc one: I don’t look like them and two: i’m not about to break my hard limits and get on all fours and call bobby “massa” i rebuke that shit in the name of erzulie dantor & erzulie freda! 🙅🏽♀️ nope not doin it.
if you can’t donate at least reblog this please ♥️ it means a lot to me and ya girl appreciates tf outta y'all help.
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