𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑖𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑙 *

♡ endless list of favorite ships ♡ altered carbon – kortega (takeshi × kristin)

CHLOE DECKER

* cursed    him    till    her    throat    was    RAW,    lyrics    oozing    from    the    wound    that    would    never    heal    (    now    &    forever    was    she    infected    by    billy    dunne    ).    a    disease    to    be    studied    under    the    eyes    of    millions    &    yet    no    one    seemed    to    have    a    CURE.    drags    her    to    the    brink    &    just    as    she    thinks    the    edge    will    take    her,    he    pulls    back    &    strips    another    layer    he    has    no    business    climbing    underneath.    lips    part    &    finally    a    breath    can    be    taken    as    his    hands    fall    from    her    pinched    features    (    owned    her    in    so    many    ways    &    it    enraged    her    .    .    .    he    didn't    DESERVE    it    ).    chest    heaves    &    mind    scrambles    from    whiplash    .    .    .    this    is    what    he    does    &    he's    FOOLED    himself    into    thinking    that    it    makes    him    a    better    man.    so    often    forced    to    whisper,    a    silent    FURY    never    meant    to    be    expressed    (    he’d    like    that,    wouldn’t    he    ?    ) ❛                GOD    !    you    think    you    know    every    god    damn    thing,    don't    you    ?                ❜    an    achilles'    heel    was    that    ego    that    would    filled    the    room    &    suffocated    those    who    dared    to    fight    back    (    would    beg    to    be    smothered    by    him    )    ❛                COME    ON,    tell    me    .    .    .                ❜    puffs    of    fur    soar    when    arms    flail,    crimson    waves    moving    like    a    storm    cursed    sea    while    she    motions    between    them    ❛            what    is    this    ?                ❜    had    NO    FUCKING    CLUE    what    she    was    doing    (    not    with    him,    a    poison    favored    over    any,    body    howling    for    it's    next    score    ).    tell    her    that    it's    all    in    her    fucking    head    .    .    .    MEAN    IT    this    time,    there    isn't    a    fucking    song    to    belt,    a    mic    to    catch    every    bitter    prayer    her    throat    was    closing    in    on    .    .    .    TELL    HER    (    maybe    then    she    could    understand    this    psychosis    ).

(  a  mix  of  angst,  fluff,  and  plot  focused  dialogue  prompts  in  the  form  of  questions.  feel  free  to  change  how  you  seem  fit.  )

❛ what are you listening to? ❜

❛ can’t sleep? ❜

❛ how did you get this scar? ❜

❛ are you sure this is a good idea? ❜

❛ do you mind if i sleep here tonight? ❜

❛ what are you doing out here by yourself? ❜

❛ are you wearing my shirt? ❜

❛ don’t you know what you mean to me? ❜

❛ will i see you again? ❜

❛ are you comfortable? ❜

❛ are you trying to get us in trouble? ❜

❛ do you enjoy playing with people’s hearts? ❜

❛ don’t we deserve to be happy? ❜

❛ why can’t i come with you? ❜

❛ are you here to kill me? ❜

❛ you think i’m jealous? ❜

❛ do you want to share this? ❜

❛ is that blood? is it yours? ❜

❛ how do you know my name? ❜

❛ you’re an asshole, you know that? ❜

❛ like what you see? ❜

❛ was that your first kiss? ❜

❛ are you happy here with me? ❜

❛ sorry, did you want to be alone? ❜

❛ do you want my jacket? ❜

❛ how are you still alive? ❜

❛ you’re beautiful, you know that? ❜

❛ what are you so afraid of? ❜

❛ today isn’t your day, is it? ❜

❛ how does it feel to be in love? ❜

❛ you’ve been crying, what’s wrong? ❜

❛ do you remember when we first met? ❜

❛ isn’t this amazing? ❜

❛ did you miss me? ❜

❛ alright, who am i beating up? ❜

❛ that was a close call, wasn’t it? ❜

❛ am i worth so little to you? ❜

❛ how is it you’re never scared? ❜

❛ do you ever think about the future? ❜

❛ can you look at me? please? ❜

❛ you got me flowers? ❜

❛ well, how do i look? ❜

❛ what aren’t you telling me? ❜

❛ how about a kiss before i go? ❜

❛ you don’t know who i am, do you? ❜

❛ may i have this dance? ❜

❛ who’s going to stop us, huh? ❜

❛ wait, you’re leaving already? ❜

❛ it’s my fault, isn’t it? ❜

❛ have you ever lost someone? ❜

❛ do you think i’m a good person? ❜

❛ what are you thinking about? ❜

❛ is it really you? ❜

❛ what if i hurt you? ❜

❛ if you won’t take care of yourself, then who will? ❜

❛ have you come to laugh at me? ❜