warnings: smut... so get excited
and also johnny lawrence being the hottest man alive...enjoy
also, i originally wrote this for my friend and i thatâs why thereâs no use of âY/Nâ but you are the girl in the story; because we all want to be, period.
its been about 15 minutes. johnny laid anxiously in his bed, his head quickly turning to his window every time he heard a noise from outside, expecting to see his girlfriend crawling through with the same exhausted expression she always had whenever she'd come through his window, talking about how climbing up was so much work, making him laugh every time; only for it to be nothing but the wind from outside.
he was feeling nervous. not that it was a new occurrence, she always had a way of making the boy feel weak whenever she was around him, but this wasn't like that. he was scared that something was wrong. it wasn't like her to spontaneously ask to sneak over, especially so late at night with the risk of her getting in trouble. not to mention the way she sounded over the phone. she said she was fine, but the way her voice was shaking and the way it seemed like she could barely get her words out made him think otherwise.
his mind began to go over possible logical reasons on why she needed to come over, one of them being the fact that maybe she just missed him, that made him smile. unfortunately, that thought quickly became replaced with more negative ones. what if something bad happened to her? he wasn't smiling anymore.
they both knew that if anyone ever did anything to her that he would take care of it, whether she wanted him to or not.
as much as he didn't like to admit it, johnny was insecure. he couldn't help it. from the constant abuse he'd get from his step father, and even kreese during training, he couldn't help but think that the things they constantly said to him were true. it was a normal and natural psychological response: if you constantly heard the same thing over and over again you'd start to believe it. that's why it was inevitable for johnny to believe that he was, in fact, a disappointment; considering how much it was told to him. he genuinely believed there was something wrong with him. that's why it was so easy for him to get jealous.
he didn't want to be like that, but he was.
he didn't deserve her, he knew he didn't. she was too good for him, too perfect. he'd constantly find himself in disbelief over the fact that she would ever want to be with someone like him; that's why he was so scared of losing her. he knew she wouldn't leave him, but whenever another guy would look at her in the same way he did, or say something a little too flirty, or touch her in a way that was a little too friendly, that sinking yet burning feeling would always come back, and so would that voice in his head that told him otherwise.
he always tried to keep it in, but it was too obvious. was it maybe due to the fact that whenever something like that happened he would always act in a way that scared the absolute shit out of the guy that was trying to make a move on her? most likely. but even if he didn't say anything, or he somehow controlled the urge to not "accidentally" aggressively shove his way into the asshole that was talking to his girl; she always noticed, reassuring him that he had nothing to worry about. and even though he believed her, cause he knew that she loved him just as much as he loved her, he was still always a bit nervous. the same nervousness he was feeling now.
he was so caught up in his own self loathing thoughts that at first he didn't even notice the sound of his window opening. it was when he subconsciously looked over towards the other side of his room that he noticed the girl that he was just thinking about, the one he was always thinking about, climbing into his room.
he watched as she brushed some of her hair out of her face, her face flushed from the "extreme physical activity", as she called it, which made johnny laugh a bit to himself. she heard him, which made her turn her head and lock eyes with him. there he was, sitting on his bed facing her, an amused smile on his face that gave her a warm fuzzy feeling.
it was so soft she almost didn't hear it.
"hey" she responded before turning to shut the window.
she almost jumped when she turned back to see him already standing in front of her. he was close, but not close enough.
even in the dim lighting of his room, the only light being from the moonlight cascading through the now closed window and the lamp that was placed on his nightstand, right next to a picture of her he took on one of their many datesâ the thought of it always made her heart feel warm; she could still see how defined his arms were through the somewhat tight black shirt he was wearing.
she swallowed, her eyes wandering up and down his tall figure. it was no surprise that johnny was extremely attractive, too attractive that sometimes she'd forget that she was dating him and she'd start to feel overwhelmed whenever he was near her. but something about the way he looked right now made her usual want for him even stronger.
she looked back up to his eyes, he was already staring at her.
"you okay?" he asked, but she didn't respond. instead she just stared at him with a look in her eyes that he couldn't quite figure out.
he was really worried now. she was acting different, really different. she didn't respond to him, in fact she didn't say anything, not even her usual joke about climbing on the roof and into his window. she just stared at him. she looked like she was trying to say something but something was stopping her; and he didn't know what it was.
but even now, in this unusual circumstance, he still found her extraordinarily beautiful. maybe it was the way the moon from outside was shining on her in a way that made her skin look as if she was glowing, or the way that same light was reflecting in her eyes, the ones he always found himself getting lost in; making their dark color look a little bit lighter. or maybe it was the way the clothes she was wearing perfectly suited her. they were just pjs, just some random long sleeve dark blue sweater and gray shorts that he couldn't help but notice were a little tight. or maybe it was even the way her hair fell, framing her face perfectly. maybe it was all of it, he didn't know, but he knew that she was ethereal.
they made eye contact once more. the tension was so heavy she felt like she could drown in it. she started thinking about the thoughts she was having earlier, the thoughts about him. that same warm radiating feeling was coming back, even stronger now since he was standing right there in front of her in real life, not just in her mind. she couldn't take it anymore.
he opened his mouth to say something once more, but all he could get out was her name before he was interrupted by the sudden feeling of her lips crashing into his.
she kissed him with such urgency and passion, letting all her pent up feelings for him out in the form of this action; the one of many actions she's been longing for all night.
it shocked him at first, so much to the point he slightly stumbled back a bit. he wasn't used to this type of energy coming from her, not that they've never kissed this intensely before, but this was a different kind of intensityâ and he liked it, a lot.
she sighed at the feeling of his large and calloused hands, that were still somewhat soft, making their way on either sides of her face. she felt as one of them made their way onto the back of her head, running his hand through her hair, causing a pleasing feeling to run through out her.
she started moving forward, causing him to move the opposite way, making their way over to his bed. he slowly sat down, moving at the same pace across the rest of his bed until his back was up against the head board. she followed his movements, slowly but surely crawling her way towards him, both of them never taking their lips off of each other.
she felt johnny sigh at the feeling of her lowering herself onto his lap, her legs straddling either side of him. they continued to kiss as she slowly moved her hands down from his face and stretched her arms on top of his shoulders, wrapping her hands around his neck and slowly moving one up to the back of his head, tugging at his soft blonde hair that she loved so much.
she felt his mouth open a bit, taking advantage of the opportunity to slowly slide her tongue in; in which he quickly copied her action.
the fiery butterfly-like sensation that was spreading throughout her, intensified at the feeling of the area where she was seated on slowly becoming the opposite of the soft-like feeling of his pajama pants that were covering him.
she slowly shifted herself, smiling a bit at the soft sound escaping him. he then moved his hands from her hair onto both sides of her hips, bringing her closer to him. she deepened the kiss even more at the feeling of his hands traveling up underneath the back of her shirt, slowly running his fingers soothingly along her back; sending chills up her spine.
johnny let out a long breath at the feeling of her mouth leaving his and slowly making its way down his jaw and to his neck, leaving a trail of kisses until finally settling on the sensitive area of his skin. he rolled his head back a little, gently hitting the head board, allowing her to have more access to him. he adored the feeling, letting his hands grip onto her waist a little bit harder, moving her more onto his lap, easing a little bit of the ever growing tension building up in his pants. another soft noise escaping his lips.
the sound excited her even more, making her remember her thoughts from earlier. she wanted to hear more. she wanted to feel more. she needed him. she started kissing back up his neck, finally returning to his lips where she passionately kissed him once more before pulling away.
she studied his face. his face was flushed and his hair was a bit messy. it was hot. she reached her hand up to smooth out his hair just before he took it into his own, placing a soft gentle kiss in her palm, causing her heart to feel as if it was melting. he just looked at her and smiled softly.
"is this what you came over here for" he asked with amusement.
"i guess you can say that."
she watched as his smile slowly turned into a smirk as he pushed some of her hair away from her face, leaning closer towards her, speaking in a whisper like voice.
the heated feeling below was growing even more as she felt him start to leave kisses down her neck.
"mhm." she felt the vibration of his voice against her neck. she slowly brought her hand up to the back of his head, playing with his hair once more.
"..i think i'm ready." it was so quiet it was almost like she was telling him a secret that she didn't want anyone else to hear.
he stopped what he was doing and pulled away. he looked at her, her cheeks were red with embarrassment from what she said but her eyes were serious.
she didn't take her eyes off him.
she didn't specify what she was ready for, but he knew. she watched as his eyes grew wide in disbelief. he sat up, causing her to slide a little bit off his lap. he grabbed her hands, moving his thumbs along her soft skin. he wasn't sure of what to do.
"are you sure? like you actually want to?"
"you know, if you're saying this because you think i want to, i don't-"
"no i mean...i do.. i just want to make sure you actually want to... and that you're not just doing it for-"
"johnny...please" he was talking too much, and she couldn't wait any longer.
the words echoed throughout his head. his heart felt like it was beating faster than it ever has, but yet a sudden calmness settled over him. something in him changed, and she noticed it. his blue eyes that were always so light in color looked as if they became darker. he stared at her with such intensity it overwhelmed her, and then he kissed her. he kissed her with so much force that she almost fell back on the bed just before both of his hands caught her, pulling her closer to him once more as he swung his legs over the side of his bed, beginning to stand up. once she realized what he was doing she wrapped her legs around him, which he held close to him in place as he stood up and made his way over to the door.
the hard feeling of the door hit her back as he gently pushed her up against it, trying not to make too much noise so his parents wouldn't hear. he was still kissing her, each kiss filled with more emotion than the last. he kissed her with a sort of hunger, the same hunger they both shared; a hunger for each other. it's almost if they were craving each other for so long, and they were, and now they were finally able to have each other; all of each other. she held onto his arm tight as he began to kiss down her neck once more, the same arm that was holding her up against the door, along with his body, while his other arm reached down to the door knob, using his free hand to lock the door.
once the door was locked, he tightened his grip on her once more and walked back over to the bed where he gently placed her down before lowering himself on top of her. he felt her hands start to play with the hem of his shirt, motioning it for him to take it off; he obliged. she watched as he sat up on his knees and began to pull his shirt up over his back and take it off completely. sure she's seen him shirtless plenty of times but, holy shit, was he hot. she moved her eyes all over his body, mesmerized at the way he was perfectly built. he noticed and smirked a bit.
"you know, it's rude to stare right?"
she just laughed and rolled her eyes at his arrogance. "shut up."
he just smiled at her, the lustful look in his eyes fading into a loving one as he looked at her, lowering himself on top of her again once more, placing a kiss on her forehead. she felt his hand move lower to the bottom of her sweater, lightly tugging on it the same way she did to the bottom of his shirt, which was now laying on the floor.
"did you want me to?" his voice was soft and sweet. his eyes looking back down into hers. she nodded.
he kissed her again as she sat up, both of his hands on the bottom of her shirt, slowly taking it off of her.
he threw the sweater across the room, leaving her now only in her bra; it was white with small flowers embroidered throughout. he smiled to himself a bit, it was cute. he began kissing her again, feeling her breath hitch in her throat at the feeling of his fingers lightly running up and down her bare stomach. his hand then slowly slid underneath her back, beginning to undo the clasp of her bra. she moved her body upwards a bit, giving him better access until he finally got it undone.
they continued to kiss as he slowly began to take it off, sliding one strap off at a time before completely taking it off, casting it aside along with her sweater. she felt her face become hot at the realization that she was completely topless now. she turned her head to the side a bit in embarrassment, allowing better access to her neck, which johnny took advantage of.
she felt chills run up her spine at the feeling of him kissing down her neck, her breath getting caught in her throat once more as she felt his hand slowly move up to her chest, gently massaging her breast; his thumb slowly running over every part. the feeling made her exhale, deeper than normal. she felt johnny smile a bit against her neck at her reaction, he then slowly began kissing lower and lower down her neck and eventually to her chest.
she moved her hand up to his head, tugging at his hair at the feeling of his mouth on her. he loved the way her hands felt in his hair, the way she lightly pulled on it, the action only making that aching feeling down below become worse. he pulled away, looking down at her body, taking in every detail. he began kissing her again, their lips colliding with such passion that it caused a small noise to escape out of her, fueling the fire that was building up in him. he pulled a way and looked at her.
it was so soft and genuine it made her want to cry. she just stared at him and smiled. she pulled him back down and began kissing him again. their kisses were becoming more intense and needy, they were becoming desperate for each other. she felt him run his hand over her body, covering every inch; she also felt his hand begin to move its way down to her shorts, slowly beginning to take them off. she was getting excited. he continued to kiss her as he began to slowly run his finger along the clothed area between her thighs, the area that was begging for his touch. she kissed him deeper, feeling his tongue slide into her mouth meeting hers.
"does this feel good?" his voice was deep and quiet.
just hearing him say those words turned her on even more, making her need him more than ever.
she nodded, which he took as a sign of consent to begin pulling down her underwear. the thought of her being completely unclothed in front of him made her cringe, but right now she could care less. she let out another noise, this time a little bit louder, at the feeling of him repeating the same action, but this time on her bare skin. he felt butterflies in his stomach at her response, loving the way he was making her feel. she decided to return the favor, wanting him to feel the same way she was as she slowly moved her hand towards the top of his pants, beginning to massage the hard feeling that was residing there. johnny let out a hard breath at the sensation. he pulled away from the kiss and locked his eyes with her. they didn't say anything, but they didn't have to, they knew what they wanted; each other.
johnny stretched out his arm to open up the drawer to the nightstand right next to his bed, moving his body up a little so he could get a better look into it. she took this opportunity to begin to pull down his pajama pants, leaving him in only his boxers; her eyes widening a bit at the sight of his erection that was clearly evident through the fabric. she quickly snapped out of her trance at the sound of him closing the drawer, the small square plastic wrapper in his hand.
she watched as he brought the wrapper up to his mouth, tearing it open with his teeth. she also watched as he moved his legs in a way to fully take the rest of his pants off and begin to pull down his boxers, revealing the part of him that was underneath. she quickly looked away at the sight; only to quickly look back a couple times. oh my god. he leaned down and started to finally kiss her again, their lips moving with such desire for each, holding himself up with one arm while he used the other one to put on the condom.
he pulled away from the kiss, looking at her. his eyes were soft and had a genuine look to them.
"are you sure you want to do this?" he asked, his thumb slowly running over her cheek. she smiled a bit and nodded. he looked at her for a bit then nodded too, kissing her once more, this time slow and sweet, as he began to slowly slide in.
she felt him move into her, her face contorted, it hurt a bit; considering she's never done this before and also because of the fact, lets just say, he was above average. he moved slowly, not wanting to make her uncomfortable. she watched his face as his eyes began to close shut and his eyebrows furrowed, dropping his arm down and lowering himself more on top of her once he was fully in. he let out a breath that made that fiery feeling inside of her grow again before resting his forehead on hers.
"are you okay?" he asked, placing a soft kiss on her forehead.
"yeah" she began, he moved his head up, looking into her eyes, "it just hurts a bit."
he nodded. "tell me when to move okay?" he responded, wanting to make sure she was comfortable. she responded with a quick nod as well as he moved down and began kissing her again.
her skin broke out in goosebumps at the feeling of him running his hand all over her stomach and making its way back up to her chest again. she let out a quiet noise at the familiar feeling, that butterfly like sensation spreading throughout her body once more. she stopped kissing him.
he gave her another quick kiss as he slowly began to move out and slowly move back in. the painful feeling was still there but it was starting to go away. she felt him breathe out again as his eyes met hers. he gave her a somewhat longing look, as if he asked her a question and he was waiting for an answer; and she knew what it was, almost as if she could read his mind. she looked at him and nodded once more as she felt him move out again and then back in, this time at a quicker pace.
it was a good rhythm. he wasn't going fast, but he was going just fast enough where she was comfortable and that tight painful feeling was finally starting to fade away and become replaced with a more pleasant one, a feeling she's never felt before but enjoyed; it felt nice. the feeling only getting more intense at the sight of him, his mouth slightly open and his eyes shut, only opening them every once in a while to look at her. she looked so beautiful, the way her face was slightly flushed and the way her hair was spread out above her. he felt his heart beat pick up and that feeling that was starting to build up in him grow even more at the sound of the soft noises she was making. it was too much for him.
the comment was in between breaths. she opened her eyes, looking at him again, he looked just like she imagined earlier that night, but even better. she grabbed onto his arm tightly at the feeling of him, she could feel the veins in his arm that were becoming more evident as he began to grip onto the sheet. she watched his chest move at the sound of his breaths becoming more rapid, the quiet noises coming out of him adding onto the intense feeling of pleasure moving through out her body.
she could tell the feeling was getting more intense for him too at the sudden noises that were coming from him, trying to be quiet. he moved his head down and started kissing her neck, causing her breath to get heavier. he felt her hand move up to his back and run her nails up and down his skin before going up to his head, tugging at his soft hair again. she felt his lips leave her skin for a second as he pulled his head back at the feeling. his eyes closing shut and his hair plastered to his face a bit from the sweat from all the movement. just the sight of him made that feeling grow even stronger. she closed her eyes and moved her head to the side more into the pillow, letting the feeling absorb her, her legs were starting to feel weak.
she felt johnny's hand against her face as he gently moved her head back to where it was.
"look at me" he said, her eyes immediately meeting his. "is this okay?"
she couldn't find the strength to speak, she just nodded. she watched as he smiled a bit and began to lean back down into her neck, leaving kisses up her neck and onto the side of her face after letting out in a low voice,
her stomach erupted in butterflies at the sound of his words.
to say johnny hasn't thought about this moment many times would be a massive lie, to say he hasn't had to relieve the pent up tension he's had while thinking of this exact situation before would be an even bigger lie. you couldn't blame him though, he was a very hormonal teenage boy who also happened to have a very pretty girlfriend. and although he's thought about the feeling before, it wasn't even as close to how amazing as it was now, especially the fact that he got to experience it with the one girl he loved the most, the only person he'd ever want to experience this with, and the fact that she was also enjoying it, and that he was the one that was making her feel like this just encouraged him to reach that euphoric point even more, the point that they were both so desperately longing to get to. he began to move even faster.
he felt his heart skip a beat at the sound of his name coming out of her mouth, and the tone it was in too. he began to kiss her, their lips crashing together in a somewhat sloppy way but still filled with enough passion and love. she felt the small noise he let out against her as he pressed his forehead against hers, that powerful feeling within him becoming over whelming now; he was getting close, and she could see it in his eyes as he looked at her once more, she could also tell as his movements began to slow down. but somehow, she wasn't quite there yet. maybe it was the look in her eyes, or maybe it was just because he knew her so well, but he knew.
she tried her hardest not to let out the sound she wanted to at the feeling of him moving his hand down and begin to make small movements in that one specific area, adding onto the feeling that was spreading throughout her, getting her closer to the point that he was at. how was he so good at this?
she said his name once more at the feeling; he knew what it meant. he began to kiss her again as he started moving faster once more. their breathing getting heavier and both their hearts racing at the same time almost as if they were in sync. more soft noises were shared from both sides as she felt his hand leave her and make its way to her hand, interlocking fingers with her as the feeling was growing and growing until it finally reached it's peak. she felt him slow down as the feeling washed over him, the same feeling that came over her just a couple seconds after. another low noise came out of him as he moved slowly inside her, riding out whatever feeling was left. his mouth was slightly open as she felt his head fall into her neck. her fingers slowly fell out of where they were entangled in his hair as the feeling was slowly starting to fade out. she felt as he stopped moving as he laid on top of her, trying to catch is breath as she did the same. they laid there for a few minutes in a comfortable silence as they both tried to calm down.
after awhile she felt him finally slide out of her, squeezing his hand a bit at the feeling. he moved off of her and over to the side, pulling the blanket up over them. she felt his hand begin to move the hair that was stuck to her face as he kissed her cheek before she turned her body over to him so they were facing each other. he wrapped his arm around her, pulling her closer. they looked at each other and started to laugh a bit. he kissed her. it was soft and sweet and filled with so much love it made her feel like she could melt. he pulled back.
"are you okay?" he asked, smiling a bit. she just returned the smile and nodded.
he felt a little embarrassed suddenly.
"was..was it good?" she laughed a bit.
"it was amazing" she said smiling, "seriously"
he laughed a bit too, feeling relieved. "that's good."
they laid there for a bit, just looking into each others eyes. both of them thinking about how perfect the other one was. he closed his eyes a bit at the sudden feeling of her bringing her hand up towards his face, running her thumb across his cheek. he smiled before turning his head and kissing her hand, his eyes never leaving hers. she felt him pull her closer, tracing soothing patterns along her back.
"stay with me?" the words making her melt once more. she completely forgot about the fact that she drove here without her parents knowing; she'd have to leave soon.
"I wish I could." she said, her voice was quiet with a hint of sadness. her eyes scanned over to the  alarm clock on his night stand, it was 12:30. she'd leave at 3:00.
"I can stay for a little bit though." he smiled and nodded, moving closer and kissing her once more. he pulled away.
"I love you... so much" the words echoing through out her. she kissed him again.
"I love you too" she said "...forever." before kissing him once more, spending the rest of the night just like that, in each others arms until she had to leave.
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