ॐ namaste

He’s not just the 2am thoughts when I’m alone in my bed. He’s the 3pm laughs when I’m with my friends, the 6pm dinner when I’m in the kitchen, and the 10pm drinks when I’m out at the bar trying to forget his name. He’s always on my mind and I’m afraid he’ll never leave.

I like drinking coffee alone, and reading alone. I like riding the bus alone, and walking home alone. I like eating alone, and listening to music alone. It gives me time to think, and set my mind free. But when I see a mother with her child, a girl with her lover, or a friend laughing with their best friend, I realize that even though I like being alone, I don’t fancy being lonely. The sky is beautiful, but the people are sad. I just need someone who won’t run away.

I’ve turned people into homes, and I ended up homeless.