Handmade Heaven

sometimes i have a dream that reveals such a humiliating desire i have that i genuinely lose a bit of respect for myself

just found out you can do more than one thing each day. i was just doing the one

if you aren't best friends with your lover and a little bit in love with all your friends than what's the fucking point

I love seeing stores and cafes that display and sell shitty local art. Everybody on the planet should be making shitty local art. Everyone in the community should get to see what shitty local art everyone else is making. Eventually you will find something and be like hold on. This weirdly speaks to me. I've never seen anything quite like this, whether because of this person's idiosyncratic style or strange choice of subject matter or what. And suddenly your favorite piece of art is a collage painting done by a woman who waits tables during the day and does roller derby at night and uses the excess flyers and paper menus from both places of work to make amateur art on the weekends and you realize this is such a bizarre combination of circumstances that has produced something so striking to you, how lucky you are to live in a world where this got to exist and you got to see it

burnout from not doing anything

you literally have to unironically listen to some shit like party rock anthem so you don’t kill yourself

ok I endured it. now what!!!!!!!!!