Deer

Ilya saves Shane's name as Jane, right? But Shane can't read it on his phone because the language settings on Ilya's phone is in Russian. (Hence, Shane asks, "what's my name gonna be?")

So in Russian, there is no 'J', right? So, when Ilya saved Shane's contact as "Jane", did he actually type it as 'Джейн' (Dzheyn) or just simply as Shane (Шейн)? Because the only person who snoops into Ilya's phone is Cliff, and Cliff knows there's a 'girl', but he obviously can't read the name, referring it as 'Montreal girl'.

During the summer in 2014, Shane decides to listen to a new artist he'd been hearing on radio while he was driving to practices and games. The chorus sounded amazing and tickled his brain just right. He searched up the song on YouTube, despite his suspicions about it being a church hymn. The first few notes of "Take Me to Church" by Hozier starts playing, and the black and white video starts rolling, a sudden panic settles into his chest as he watches the young couple hide their relationship in crevices of society that hate couldn't seep in. He watches it and thinks about Ilya, about how unsafe Ilya is, in country that hates him for being his true self. And Shane cries. He almost forwards the video to the contact that lies on top of every other, but he doesn't. He finally realises the threat on Ilya, in his own language.

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My fic is finally complete! Check it out here.

Final chapter is completed! Woohoo! What a journey it had been as ai struggled to finish this work, balancing it between work and life!

To new readers,

Are you unhappy with the ending of Supernatural? Do you wish to find an alternate ending, where you wish to see Dean go through the grief (something that the wrtiers left out)? Would you like to see a few more family moments?

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To my current readers,

It took me so long to write this chapter. Partially because I forgot I am an ao3 author for a while. And later on, I was deluded enough to think that I had finished writing the fic. And I opened this fic a few days ago, and lo and behold, there lies the unfinished business. So, I guess I rushed a little bit. Forgive my tardiness!

Ilya: bisexual, emotionally repressed, depressed, ladies' man. Sounds like someone from a early 2000s show with 10+ seasons? Does Dean Winchester ring a bell?

Additionally, Ilya watched his mother die and has a very strained relationship with his father. Ilya makes food for the people he loves, and that's his love language, is that not Dean-coded enough? Need I say more?

Shane: gay, autistic, pure-hearted soul. Sounds like from the same show, doesn't it? An autistic gay angel, who goes by name Castiel? Who looks awkward and has trouble with social cues? No?

There is Destiel everywhere for people with eyes to see.

Latest chapter is called Every Cloud and you can find it here.

Be sure to check out the full fic here: Raise From Perdition.

Chapter's called Healing is Misery :

One last attempt. That was what Dean promised. Over the course of time, Dean learns how to be a person again, he has to. Past traumas haunt him at every corner, but he has to heal. Sometimes, healing takes more effort than staying in those destructive habits.

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Lost love, lost friend, lost father. Grief ties hands with desperation.

Enjoy. Endure.

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