Nah, Fuck That, Stop Waiting and Go for it.

Comparing 2d animation with 3d and saying one is superior is like saying that digital art is better than traditional art, better than the fucking Mona Lisa, The creation of Adam, in fact, is a pretty ignorant comparation to do because one does not suprass the other, but new techniques are getting invented and we invest in those more.

Is just another way of animation, in fact, the shitty move all those studios did by closing their 2d animation studios eas pointless and it´s gonna cost them greatly, because someday people are gonna want to go back to the 2d animation and studios like Disney or Dreamworks will be too scared to do that, that will be the day that other studios will take upon them and give us what we want.

2D animation has the most beautiful animation i´ve ever seen, there´s something in it that i can´t explain that makes a big difference from watching cgi, and what i think would make a great combination is the great amount of details that you see in CGI and 3D movies into 2D techniques so you could expect to see shit like this

Atlantis (2001)

Treasure Planet (2002)

Sinbad (2003)

5 centimeters per second (2007)

The princess and the frog (2009)

Children who lost their Voices (2011)

Beyond the boundary (2015)

Your name (2016)

Hey my guy, don’t you look up at the sky and just wonder why? Why the clouds float like they do and you just can’t too? Not a care in the world and no worries to find. All I want in these rhymes is everything but blatant lies. Lying to myself and I’m running outta time.

But I’m thinking bout my life and everything I got. It’s like when moms was in the kitchen cooking up a pot. Every little ingredient she had just to make a meal. Then I asked myself what’s the deal……?

I got plenty of time to get this thing called life together. School, career. Maybe even a lil cutie named heather. It comes in many different ways but sometimes you gotta go with the flow and just ride the waves.

Don’t get discouraged, it’s just a game.

Cause one day my names gonna hold so much fame. Maybe not the way in TV and movies. But so much more to the people that knew me.

I realized now I shouldn’t worry. I never knew why I was in such a hurry.

So I know I got time, imma be fine.

I haven’t done this in awhile and I’ve realized that it’s the only thing that keeps me calm. This blog is more like a journal more than anything when it comes down to me posting.

Lately I’ve been realized how fucked up my family’s life is becoming, how Impatient I’m becoming with the things I want to go right in my life. How I kinda feel like we’ve all got a curse put on us or some really bad luck. The thoughts and made up scenarios that my mind makes up is starting to take a toll on my mentality, optimism, and my overall perseverance. One minute I’m all good then the next I just feel like giving up all together. I keep thinking that if I drink it’ll help but that’s just shutting out how I actually feel.

Holding so much in, trying to stay strong for my mom after her surgery because she becomes so damn hopeless, not showing any emotions, trying to be a better older brother. Stopping my thoughts from thinking my friends are turning on me when I know they aren’t. It’s hard….honestly.

I fell off with some people who I would die for and I miss them. Idk what is stopping me from just hitting them up when all I wanna do is talk. I might have mentioned them before but they were my sanity, the people that kept me grounded. I just need to talk more

I’ve also come to realize that I don’t know how to have a conversation with anyone like I used to but I’m slowly getting back to my old ways.

Noticing a lot of shit that I do that makes me uncomfortable, like how much I use “I” bugs the fuck outta me or how much I work and I’m still in the same place I was 2 years ago just more in tune with myself and the views of the world.

Oh and let me tell you about this girl, No, this woman I met back a couple months ago. She’s fucking gorgeous, drop dead like I’m talking she could have any man or woman she wants. She’s got her shit together and I think that’s why I’ve taken an interest. That’s more attractive to me than these girls nowadays. She’s the kind of girl you need, she’s way ahead of these other females. I know I just want to match the way she grinds so you could say she’s more of a goal I’m working towards so basically she’s just part of my drive to do better for me and my family. she’s the kinda girl you don’t want to lose. But the racing thoughts come back around and then I feel insecure and anxious (after figuring out what the fuck those were.) Like could I? And I know I fucking could it’s just…..Idk. But like I told her and everybody else, I’m not giving up.

The financial issues I’m having for a 21 year old is fucking ridiculous and two jobs plus school is also kicking my ass but it’ll pay off in the long run, just gotta keep going til I’m where I want to be and keep going further. The Air force is actually calling my name lately so I’ve talked to the recruiter and everything. Some paperwork and a couple test and I’ll be apart of the service by the end of the year possibly so I need to make sure everything is ok with my relationships.

I’m more aware, more woke to the world we live in, the people we walk with, the words we speak. How we live and what’s in our best interest. I understand that I’ve been having little anxiety attacks and I didn’t know what was happening until I thought about it. It never happened so I brushed it off as me being weird. So I started addressing the issue on my own because it’s more of a battle with the subconscious mind rather than some external stimuli. Just the need to get back to my old self is a war all its own but it’s worth all the pain.

I’ve grown in ways I didn’t think was possible, thinking like an old man giving advice, observing the world in ways people are blind to understand, which is probably why people think I’m like 26. But the truth is I’m still living in the basement of my grandma’s house on the couch living day by day with some new wisdom, good friends, and a good life. Yeah, it’s not the ideal life but I’m still good. The problem is that I need to express my emotions, talk about how I feel but that’s just not me. But I’ll work on it.

Sometimes you count all the negatives in your life without realizing how well you actually have it. Your positives always outweigh the negatives, you just have to look and be happy.

Could be adulthood, financial issues, personal life, intimate relationships, family affairs, or just a battle with yourself. Don’t let your demons kill your optimism or your perseverance.

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