set the date/open the freights/demand your rights

I hate seeing the future bc I overthink and then it becoming reality because people don’t want to listen

They don’t want to see what I see

If you ever meet a human who’s lived multiple lives in just one lifetime they probably have very good advice

But people want to be “young and reckless”

As if you haven’t been reckless enough right?

I hate seeing it

To become the reason why they hate us

To prove to them that everything they think about us has always been right

How dare you?

Didn’t even vote

I was ashamed but not mad

Now that I see you’re parading everything they hate about us like it’s nothing

Makes me angry, fuck I’m even sad

You’ve had time to grow up

Life lessons that should’ve changed your character

Instead it’s made your more reckless

A sneakier liar

Playing the victim

Like it hasn’t been you making the wrong choices

Like you haven’t been given multiple chances to correct your story

Saddest part is you want to bring everyone else down with you

Self sabotage because you crave attention

But the attention you’re getting is wrecking you

To be at an adult age

To refuse to take care of your body, your mental health

To let other men use you, without a care

No condoms, no birth control, no day after pill

I thought you’d learned your lesson

I thought you’d never again dare

But obviously the lesson didn’t register

So once again about a year or so later

Here you are in despair

I pray you find reason

Get some professional help

Sometimes people need to be medically instituted

Especially when they’re maliciously trying to ruin lives while screaming “why won’t anybody help”

But we’ve all tried to help

& you’ve attacked us, attacked me

Hit all the nooks and crannies I didn’t want people to see

& I sat there, head high, mouth shut

Let you let it out, bc you love being a child

You love to act out

Loved ones shouldn’t deal with that

Especially with everything you’ve already made us go through

I plead for our souls

I beg for our rights

honestly you can fuck off

For being one of the shitty ones who keeps taking the light

I hope they don’t handmaid’s tale us

I have so many plans for my life and I know that I can get them, yeah it might be hard, yeah it probably wont be some quick fix but I'll get there. call it delusional or whatever but I know it will get better

no you aren't a bad person for taking a step back and pouring positivity and love into yourself, if you constantly put a whole worlds worth of responsibility on yourself you're doing more bad than good (I speak from experience)

and I just hate hearing and seeing people notice something about a situation and immediately say "we're cooked" like nah we aren't. yeah it may seem like it when you're constantly having things like that thrown in your face but please... and I mean please put yourself first and do what makes you happy as well as doing what you can to help improve your local community

And you won’t find me,

Witnessing them feel how you feel about music

Seeing their effort in wanting to know more about you, your music, your culture

There’s just something so wholesome about it

Catching you on Duolingo bc you want me to speak to you in my native tongue

You want to comprehend and respond back

Knowing they’re just as curious to learn

Just as quick to want to know

To be with someone who passionately loves and cares in the way that you do

So simple

Not something I thought I’d ever care about

But you’ve shown me a love I didn’t even know was possible/existed

It’s the balance of actual friendship and partnership

Understanding that we both deeply want the same things

Yet also giving each other space to do these things when we feel ready

Not just impulse jumping into them

Even tho we can

Doesn’t necessarily mean we should

For love to feel this human

Indescribable in words just how much I’m impressed by you

How I love to listen and learn from you

To know that I could say just anything I’m thinking and not be scared I’d lose you

It’s special and definitely rare

But also simple, almost basic

And I don’t even care

I want to infuse with you

Like In Steven Universe

Strengthening our powers when combined together

Great warriors when we’re alone

Undefeated when we’re with each other

A Powerful Couple

Not that we pay it any mind

on identity

I flip my feelings 

and lose control

as if

I had made a deal with the devil

You blame us then you claim us,

deprive and refrain us

then you continue to ask why were disputing - message to the world

Perhaps just maybe if we sundanced, 

wed get another chance

at this romance