SUPER DUPER GAY AND WEIRDO

I want you to moan. I want you to gasp in my ear, pretending like you’re trying to hide the sound, like you’re trying to smother it, but I still hear it. I want your fingernails to dig into my skin and your lips to move faster and harder and deeper against mine. I want your eyes to roll back in your head and your body to push into mine, until we’re sticking to each other’s skin. I want to feel the heat radiating from your skin, I want to feel your muscles shake against my flesh. I want you to beg and I want you to throw your head back, shuddering for breath. I want your neck to be exposed for me to bite and your chest to be bare so it can be skin on skin, flesh on flesh. I want your legs wrapped around me, I want us to grind on each other so hard it makes your muscles clench and your jaw drop and your eyes have a look of pure ecstasy.

I want you to moan. I want you to gasp in my ear, pretending like you’re trying to hide the sound, like you’re trying to smother it, but I still hear it. I want your fingernails to dig into my skin and your lips to move faster and harder and deeper against mine. I want your eyes to roll back in your head and your body to push into mine, until we’re sticking to each other’s skin. I want to feel the heat radiating from your skin, I want to feel your muscles shake against my flesh. I want you to beg and I want you to throw your head back, shuddering for breath. I want your neck to be exposed for me to bite and your chest to be bare so it can be skin on skin, flesh on flesh. I want your legs wrapped around me, I want us to grind on each other so hard it makes your muscles clench and your jaw drop and your eyes have a look of pure ecstasy.

You know I’m yours right?

The feeling of waking up and seeing you next to me. The way you raise your eyebrow when you are proving a point. The way you slump in the tub to have the water embrace your neck. The smile that creeps across your face when you see how much I love your cooking. The smell of your hair. The taste of your shoulders and neck. How wet you get from kissing. The pressure on my chest from your hugs after an entire day apart. The way you rest your head in my lap when you’re tired. The way you catch your breath and look down at me. The sounds of your moans. Your patience for my impromptu polaroid shoots. The way you reach across and bring my hand to rest upon your knee while we drive. Knowing my heart is safe with you and my honesty is wanted not feared. How you rub my ear lobes. How effortless it is to talk for hours. Watching the sunset’s last light spread across your skin. Brushing our teeth together. Falling asleep to your forehead kisses.