sickly kid

if you haven’t noticed, i don’t use this blog anymore nor this entire tumblr account. thank you guys for everything <3

it’s so surreal seeing people still interact with posts i made 400* days ago when i am hardly active on this blog and tumblr as a whole. i have over 4500 followers and don’t check tumblr often so i have 100+ notifs within a few days time. i’m glad you guys find comfort in this blog. stay strong please.

i wish with all my heart you still cared and it kills me that you want nothing to do with me

the nightmares are staring again.

i cant believe i ever trusted a word you said

my mom would never let me get assessed for bdp bc she doesn’t wanna accept she caused it

i wanna be believed abt bpd for once

you were fucking destroying me for so long but you blinding me, made it seem like it was love and admiration. i was too dumb to see, i know now that this went to hell long ago

you’re ruining me and i still think it slay

i fucking hate you

angellspitt - > hatefuckingunconditional

relationships fuxking scary

you made a “home” feel so unsafe. it’s just a house to me