Maybe its time

I know I shouldnt

Maybe Im too fat

Maybe Im too lumpy

Maybe Im too flat

Maybe Im too needy

Maybe I should give up

No one wants this

Ill accept the lies

This overwhelming need

To see him

To hear him

To touch him

I want to taste him

I need to

Are there any legitimate sugar daddies out there?

Wonderful night

Feeling just right

Birthday might

Its what you wanted

Its like I dont exist

You told him to delete your number

I miss my friend

You couldnt control yourself

I cant do this much longer

You are such an attention whvre

Maybe I should quit

Such a whiner

Im not a good person

Win stupid prizes

Feel pretty stupid

Look pretty stupid

The stupidest idiot in the world

If he hates you

Why do you even get up

If hes not going to talk to you

You did this to yourself,

You are upset because of something you did,

No one is going to help you.

If you didnt want to feel this way,

You shouldnt have fucked up,

You did this.

You keep making these mistakes,

You keep expecting someone to fix it,

It will never be fixed.

You cant keep feeling sorry for yourself,

Hes not going to notice,

He really doesnt care.

How do I make myself forget someone

Eradicate him from my thoughts

Erase the past moments and events

How do I move past

How do I learn to make new

With someone else

May I be your love

Can I have your attention

Wear me like a glove

May I know your secret

May I know your sound

Im always watching honey

Even when Im not around

I dont mean to sound crazy

I dont mean to be obsessive

I want to have all of you

I can be a bit possessive

Encourage me when Im doubting

Reassure me when Im scared

Let me in now

To the first time we kiss

I want to savor it

That first kiss

Especially now knowing

Out of the bliss

You walked away

I swear

No more attachments

I dont dare

Just sex

In the air

Take me

Hidden in the night

These unspoken wishes

When do you learn to be alone

When does it finally click