Weepy Fish 𐚑

I don’t know what real love looks like, so I’ve written it in so many ways. Maybe one of them is the truth.

things I’m into: 🎧 music —（Novo Amor / Franz Ferdinand / The rare occasions /Tessa Violet / Dionysos / Sufjan Stevens / Mother Mother / AJR / Of monsters and men / 岩崎琢 / Saint Motel / Wild Child / Red hot chili peppers（not too much tbh）/ Ofelia K / WILD / the oh hellos / Pink Floyd / Chance Pena / Hayd / Fun. / Two Door Cinema Club / BORNS / Benson Boone / High dive heart / Gregory Alan Isakov / Urban cone / Sparky Deathcap / Chelsea Cutler / CHPTRS / Patrick Watson / Good neighbours / Virginio Aiello/ Mark Ambor / Us the duo / Goldmund / Bruno Major / Vance Joy / Andrew bird / Adrian Berenguer / Elsa&Emille / Victor Butzelaar / Neutral Milk Hotel / Shine Dion / Allie Moss / Pajaro Sunrise / Simon&Garfunkel / Alexander 23 / Chris James / SYML / ……）

#claire's music 🍿 love Gintama(super!!), Natsume's Book of Friends, Ranma ½, Inuyasha, Rurouni Kenshin, Mushishi and loads more 📸 photography (more like random snapshots —I don’t own a real camera) 🧠 daydreaming and zoning out — I’ve written a few little stories but mostly I just create the plotlines in my head. 🎸 I have a guitar but can’t play it… just like I have a sketchbook but my drawings are honestly terrible lol 🎮 watching horror games — I suck at playing them myself though. love Rusty Lake & The cat lady etc… 💘 Van Gogh’s oil paintings Sherlock Holmes by Jeremy Brett（1984）Pirate of carribean（love Jack Sparrow）Constantine（no idk the plot but I think John is handsome）Jack et la Mécanique du Cœur（favourite！） insta：c.r_claire_（for arts and cats stuff）

Clairy’s playlist 🎶

朧月夜 - 合唱団京都エコー ⭐️

早春賦 - 合唱団京都エコー ⭐️

Reflections in a palace lake - 阿部海太郎

赤とんぼ - ハンバート ハンバート ⭐️

赤とんぼ (Aka Tombo) - 大貫妙子 / 坂本龍一 ⭐️

Hey Jude - The Beatles ⭐️

Scarborough Fair - Simon & Garfunkel ⭐️

Days - Shela ⭐️

Get Over - Dream ⭐️

Sun Will Rise - Chris Bussey/Craig Bussey/Annie Drury ⭐️

Goodbye Love - Johnny Lloyd / Clif Norrell

Do You Want To (Remastered) - Franz Ferdinand ⭐️

Some Nights - Fun. ⭐️

April Come She Will - Simon & Garfunkel

Don't Take Her She's All I Got (Album Version) - Tracy Byrd

Self Aware - Temper City

The Clouds In Camarillo (with Minerva) - Brazzaville⭐️

Your Firefly (Georgia Power and Toyota Advert) - Ben Cocks ⭐️

Brainstorm - Alexander 23 ⭐️

IDK You Yet - Alexander 23 ⭐️

プライド革命 - CHiCO with HoneyWorks ⭐️

Ghost Towns - Radical Face ⭐️

空 - 大黒摩季⭐️

Kangaroo Court - Capital Cities ⭐️

Exodus - The Lively Ones

哀 - 池頼広

Don't Be So Serious - Low Roar ⭐️

Bones - Low Roar / Jofridur Akadottir

Forest Fires - Axel Flóvent

Caves - Haux ⭐️

Quiet Life - 岩崎琢⭐️

In Memories "KO.TO.WA.RI” - 岩崎琢⭐️

Shades of Revolution - 岩崎琢⭐️

Sound of Snow Falling - 岩崎琢⭐️

The Will - 岩崎琢⭐️

Alone Again - 岩崎琢⭐️

One of These Nights - 岩崎琢⭐️

In Memories "A boy meets The Man” - 岩崎琢⭐️

君は誰を守っている -Strings Version- - 朝倉紀行⭐️

Rainy Day - Fool's Garden ⭐️

踊り子 - Vaundy ⭐️

Just Friends - Hayden James / Boy Matthews

Turning Out - AJR

Inertia - AJR

Come Hang Out - AJR ⭐️

Neon Stars - AnliD

Pieces - Sum 41

Stay Golden - Saint Motel

Futureproof - The Rare Occasions

Taking What's Not Yours - TV Girl

It's Alright - Mother Mother ⭐️

I am - hitomi ⭐️

gigolo - bbno$⭐️

Tell Me So - Edwina Hayes

Helplessly Hoping (2005 Remaster) - Crosby, Stills & Nash ⭐️

HEART OF SWORD~夜明け前~ - T.M.Revolution ⭐️

轮舞~レヴォリューション(TVサイズ) - 寺原孝明

The War - SYML

& - Tally Hall

Hidden in the Sand - Tally Hall ⭐️

A Lady - Tally Hall

Mystical Magical - Benson Boone ⭐️

Gaffe aux autres - Ben Mazué / Jeremy Frerot

Sick Love - Red Hot Chili Peppers ⭐️

Come On Home - Franz Ferdinand ⭐️

Build It Up - Franz Ferdinand ⭐️

Fever - The Black Keys

2085 - AJR

A Dog Song - AJR

Christmas in June - AJR

Sound of a Broken Heart - Jukebox the Ghost

Evil Eye - Franz Ferdinand ⭐️

Somewhere Else - Travis

I Was Wrong - Surfer Blood

Düsseldorf - Teleman ⭐️

Missionary Feelings - Hazlett

In Time - The Black Keys

Deadwood - Dirty Pretty Things ⭐️

Свободная Сибирь - Происшествие ⭐️

Start This Over - The Rare Occasions ⭐️

Ne Leiche (feat. Sido) - SDP ⭐️

creature - half·alive ⭐️

Cut and Dry - Gaoler's Daughter ⭐️

Deep Diving - The Snuts

Next Year - Two Door Cinema Club

Снег - Александр Городницкий ⭐️

Monsters In The Dark - MyKey

Aglow - The Rare Occasions ⭐️

The Fold - Ivan & Alyosha ⭐️

Killing Me - Ofelia K ⭐️

January - Millie Turner

Daylight - Maroon 5

The Golden Throne - Temples

L'homme sans trucage - Dionysos ⭐️

Last Call (feat. Willow Wilde) - Bryan Teoh / Willow Wilde

One More Light - Linkin Park ⭐️

Grip! - Every Little Thing ⭐️

A Maid in Bedlam - John Renbourn ⭐️

Time For Crime - Orion ⭐️

Wrecking Ball - Mother Mother ⭐️

The Night We Met - Lord Huron ⭐️

Sweet Heat Lightning - Gregory Alan Isakov ⭐️

Me & You - Mother Mother ⭐️

Love to Death - Mother Mother ⭐️

No Surprises - Radiohead

How Long, How Low? - Chance Peña / Hayd ⭐️

High - Sir Sly ⭐️

Beauty In The Mundane - Bird Of Figment / Cody Francis ⭐️

Shut Me Up - Mindless Self Indulgence ⭐️

On It - Mindless Self Indulgence ⭐️

Time - Pink Floyd ⭐️

Why Am I the One - Fun. ⭐️

Bang Bang You're Dead - Dirty Pretty Things ⭐️

To My Heart - Mother Mother ⭐️

Pumping Up Clouds - Urban Cone ⭐️

Modern Jesus - Portugal. The Man

Past Lives - BØRNS ⭐️

Seeing Stars - BØRNS ⭐️

Take Me Out - Franz Ferdinand ⭐️

Fluorescent Adolescent - Arctic Monkeys⭐

Loved the ocean - Emilia Ali⭐

In My Veins - Andrew Belle⭐

Playground - High Dive Heart⭐

Body - Mother Mother⭐

Save Me - Flora Cash

A Tear in Space (Airlock) - Glass Animals

Getaway - Mother Mother⭐

minuit - Clementine / Oscar Anton⭐

Monde Nouveau - Oscar Anton⭐

Thank You - Dido

Dizzy - Ours

Battle Symphony - Linkin Park

Battles and Wastelands - Neo Retros

Feel The Way I Do - The Jungle Giants

Nothing In My Way - Keane

It Only Gets Better - WILD⭐

Tee Shirt (Soundtrack Version) - Birdy⭐

Moody - Savannah Sgro⭐

Closure - Sarcastic Sounds / Birdy / Mishaal

This Is Our Time - WILD

Nothing's New - Rio Romeo

Absence - Rio Romeo

Dissolve - Absofacto⭐

Army Dreamers - Kate Bush⭐

Mind Over Matter - Young the Giant

Anywhere Else - The Jungle Giants

Promised Land - Audiomachine

Something I Need - OneRepublic

Sober Up - AJR / Rivers Cuomo⭐

Forgive Me Friend - Smith & Thell / Swedish Jam Factory⭐

Lake Michigan (Radio Edit) - Rogue Wave

Done Stealin' - Carolina Liar⭐

God is Really Real - AJR⭐

Elevator Man - Oingo Boingo⭐

All That We Are - Audiomachine

Somewhere Only We Know - Keane⭐

Les Champs-Elysées - Joe Dassin⭐

A Good Song Never Dies - Saint Motel

My Type - Saint Motel⭐

this is what falling out of love feels like - JVKE⭐

Dirty - grandson

Next Stop Soul Street - Victor Butzelaar⭐

We Are Young (feat. Janelle Monáe) - Fun. / Janelle Monáe⭐

King of Carrot Flowers Pt. 1 - Neutral Milk Hotel⭐

Fiona Coyne - Skylar Spence⭐

Fuck You - Lily Allen⭐

Secrets - OneRepublic⭐

What You Know - Two Door Cinema Club⭐

Undercover Martyn - Two Door Cinema Club⭐

Toxic - BoyWithUke

Fallen - Gert Taberner⭐

Little by Little (feat. MC Jabber) - Blue Foundation / MC Jabber⭐

As It Was - PREP⭐

Yellow - Coldplay⭐

Real Estate - Adam Melchor

King And Lionheart - Of Monsters And Men⭐

Little Talks - Of Monsters And Men⭐

Achilles Come Down - Gang Of Youths⭐

Starry Night - Jordan Critz⭐

Time - Angelo De Augustine

Hold On - Chord Overstreet

Sunshine - OneRepublic

Hey Kids - Molina

All That You Will Be - Gavin Luke⭐

Love Me Again - John Newman

Melancholy Astronautic Man - Allie Moss⭐

Automatic - Pajaro Sunrise

Eugene - Sufjan Stevens⭐

Death with Dignity - Sufjan Stevens⭐

Fourth of July - Sufjan Stevens⭐

Visions of Gideon - Sufjan Stevens⭐

Mystery of Love - Sufjan Stevens⭐

Landing Guy - 刘昊霖 / kidult.

Cœur croisé - Polo & Pan

Riptide - Vance Joy⭐

Heartbreak - RY X⭐

Brotherswing - Caravan Palace⭐

Changes - Lauv⭐

Sunroof - Nicky Youre / hey daisy⭐

Behind the Clouds - yaeow⭐

Welcome Home - Radical Face⭐

I Ain't Worried - OneRepublic

drivers license - Olivia Rodrigo

La Valse D'Amélie - Yann Tiersen

Playin' Me Back - Bülow⭐

Avocado Toast - Emily Zeck⭐

I'm Yours - Jason Mraz⭐

Here with Me - Robot Koch / Susie Suh⭐

Holland - Novo Amor⭐

Anchor - Novo Amor⭐

Weather - Novo Amor⭐

Hey It's Me - Chris James⭐

All My Life - WILD⭐

Life Goes On - Oliver Tree

Like a Kid - PANG! / Mags Duval

Can't Complain - Relient K⭐

Crime (Acoustic) - Grey / Skott⭐

Stitches - Shawn Mendes⭐

Feel Something - Jaymes Young

Patience - Take That⭐

Komorebi - Craft Spells

Line by Line - PREP / Cory Wong / Paul Jackson Jr

Nothing to Regret - Robinson

Suspirium - Thom Yorke⭐

Little Talks - Of Monsters And Men⭐

Me and My Broken Heart - Push Baby

Ghost - Matilda

High - Young Rising Sons⭐

Play Date - Melanie Martinez

THE LONELIEST - Måneskin

Falling for You - BoyWithUke⭐

Another World - Ofelia K⭐

Just Me & You - Blacknintendo

Lights Are On - Tom Rosenthal

Darker Days - Caleb Harris⭐

Running With The Wolves - AURORA

The Sun - The Auroras

White Knuckles - Holly Henry

Where No One Goes - Jónsi / John Powell⭐

Sticks & Stones - Jónsi / John Powell

Test Drive (From How To Train Your Dragon Music From The Motion Picture) - John Powell⭐

Dragon Racing [1m1] (Original Opening Version) - John Powell⭐

Flying with Mother - John Powell⭐

Les Trois Lois - Dionysos⭐

Ne Va Jamais Voir Un Docteur Pour Un Problème De Coeur - Dionysos⭐

La panique mécanique - Dionysos / Alain Bashung

Candy Lady - Olivia Ruiz⭐

Tais-toi mon coeur - Dionysos⭐

Jack Et La Mécanique Du Coeur - Dionysos⭐

Harpy Hare - Yaelokre

John My Beloved - Sufjan Stevens⭐

Carry You - Ruelle / Fleurie

Talk - Why Don't We⭐

Mr. Loverman - Ricky Montgomery

A Lonely Bird - Bang Gang

Midnight Movies - Saint Motel

Intro - Alt-J⭐

Lost Myself - SYML / Guy Garvey

Fool's Day - Blur

self destructive - Vorsa

Carry You - Novo Amor⭐

Evergreen - Richy Mitch & The Coal Miners⭐

Somebody That I Used To Know - Gotye / Kimbra

Crazy Bird - Wild Child⭐

My Lover Lies Under - Cherry Ghost⭐

A Violent Yet Flammable World - Au Revoir Simone

Первый снег - Перемотка⭐

The Sound Of Silence - Simon & Garfunkel⭐

Radio (Demo) - Lana Del Rey

Hurts Like Hell - Fleurie / Tommee Profitt

Purple - Hollow Coves

Ordinary Human - OneRepublic

Sea of Tranquility - BeMax

Space Song - Beach House⭐

Out Like a Light - The Honeysticks / Ricky Montgomery

Dancehall - Tribes

Scopin (Remix by Fxiltxwn) - Kordhell（Mick Kenny） / FXILTXWN

i am not who i was - Chance Peña⭐

Misfit - High Dive Heart⭐

Stuck In Love - Ra Costelloe

Tonight - The Royal Concept⭐

Ophelia - The Lumineers⭐

this is what sadness feels like - JVKE

You're Somebody Else - Flora Cash

Ladyfingers - Ryan Gebhardt

Never Give Up - Tyler Brown Williams

please - Chelsea Cutler / Jeremy Zucker⭐

Home - Good Neighbours⭐

Source - Fever The Ghost⭐

Keep It Up - Good Neighbours

8+8=8 - 岛屿心情

Men On The Moon - Chelsea Cutler⭐

Van Gogh - Virginio Aiello / On Piano⭐

Smile - The Royal Concept⭐

Origami - The Rare Occasions⭐

Hayloft II - Mother Mother

bliss - iogi

Can't Stop - Red Hot Chili Peppers⭐

Tip Toe - Tyzo Bloom / Casey Cook⭐

Steal Away/The Funeral (Album Version) - Hank Williams

Waterfall - Christopher⭐

Scrawny (Commentary) - Wallows⭐

Le Monde (From Talk to Me) - Richard Carter

Are You Bored Yet? (feat. Clairo) - Wallows / Clairo⭐

La foule - Édith Piaf

Get Lucky (Radio Edit) - Daft Punk / Pharrell Williams

Saltwater - Geowulf⭐

Won't Look Back - Geowulf

Save Myself - Ashe

To the Sky - Owl City⭐

Beautiful Things - Benson Boone⭐

Trois Gymnopédies (1888):I： Lent et douloureux - Aldo Ciccolini⭐

Cold Cold Man - Saint Motel⭐

Obvious (Alternate Version) - CHPTRS⭐

Closer - Travis

Love Stuck - Mother Mother⭐

I'm Not Ok - Weathers⭐

My Type (From the Paper Towns Soundtrack) - Saint Motel⭐

Preach - Saint Motel

Let’s Go Home Together - Ella Henderson / Tom Grennan⭐

Sweet Talk - Saint Motel⭐

Scrawny (Live from The Fonda Theatre) - Wallows⭐

Not So Nice - The Vespers⭐

Six Feet Under - Billie Eilish

lovely - Billie Eilish / Khalid

Record Player - Daisy the Great / AJR⭐

What You Know - Two Door Cinema Club⭐

Freight Train - Sara Jackson-Holman

Beside You - Phildel

Mama's Gun - Glass Animals

Belong Together - Mark Ambor⭐

the prom - Glaive

Good To Be - Mark Ambor⭐

Beautiful World - 宇多田ヒカル⭐

Lipstick On The Glass - Wolf Alice⭐

Safe & Sound (from The Hunger Games Soundtrack) - Taylor Swift / The Civil Wars⭐

Breathe - Tommee Profitt / Fleurie

Old Money - Lana Del Rey

Back In School - Mother Mother⭐

Money - The Drums⭐

Hotel Walls - Smith & Thell⭐

奇跡の海 - 坂本真綾

Forgive Me Friend (Acoustic Version) - Smith & Thell⭐

Amateur Blood - Novo Amor / Lowswimmer⭐

Savage - lonerswrld

Killer - The Ready Set

Je te laisserai des mots - Patrick Watson⭐

Got It In You - BANNERS

Never Know - Jack Johnson

Осколки - Перемотка / внимание брусника!⭐

Forgive Me Friend - Smith & Thell / Swedish Jam Factory⭐

90 - Pompeya

Boom Clap (From the Motion Picture Das Schicksal ist ein mieser Verräter) - Charli xcx⭐

Shooting Stars - Bag Raiders⭐

Heart Of Glass - Blondie⭐

Traingazing - Sam Wills / Honey Mooncie⭐

I'm Me - Us The Duo⭐

The Night - Voltaire

Perfect Places - Lorde

Gymnopedie Nr. 1 - Martin Ermen⭐

One Last Dance - Us The Duo⭐

Threnody - Goldmund⭐

Au Volant - Elsa & Emilie⭐

Run - Elsa & Emilie⭐

Just The Same - Bruno Major⭐

You Needed Love, I Needed You - Angelo De Augustine

18 - Bruno Major⭐

Les Champs-Elysées - Joe Dassin

Exile - Alyssa Caroline / Josh Napert

this is what sadness feels like (Originally Performed by JVKE) (Karaoke Version) - karaoke SESH⭐

City Of stars - JSH Rosema

In My Room - Graham Coxon

Trampoline - Shaed⭐

Crush - Tessa Violet⭐

Everything Stays - superdrakefan unreleased

JAZZLIN BLUES LOFI (Drum loop ver.) [BPM80] - LOFI LOVE

Like Gold - Vance Joy⭐

Flamme à lunettes - Dionysos / Olivia Ruiz⭐

森羅清浄事祓 - 志方あきこ⭐

Kiss Me, Kill Me - ARI HICKS

The Deeper Level - Jodymoon

Backyard Boy - Claire Rosinkranz / Jeremy Zucker⭐

Infinity - AJR⭐

Sun - Adrián Berenguer⭐

Window Seat - Saint Middleton / Jordan Critz / Jeffrey East

Yes I'm A Mess - AJR⭐

On The Other Side - Chase McBride

Sisyphus - Andrew Bird⭐

Victorious - The Score

Feel It Still - Portugal. The Man

Touchy Feely Fool - AJR

Be Free - Zayde Wølf

clouds - JVKE

Wires - The Neighbourhood

Trees - The Oh Hellos⭐

Soldier, Poet, King - The Oh Hellos⭐

Look Up - David O'Dowda

A Nervous Tic Motion of the Head to the Left - Andrew Bird⭐

Stay - Galdive

Geraldines Routine - Tape Five

novocaine - GenriX / CORBAL / Shiloh Dynasty⭐

Cradles - Sub Urban

All That We Are - Audiomachine

Between the Bars - Elliott Smith⭐

All I Want - Kodaline

Sitting at the Edge of the World - Anthony Lazaro

Bloody Mary Girl - She Her Her Hers⭐

To Build A Home - The Cinematic Orchestra⭐

Peoples - Cheers Elephant

Casanova (From "Friday Night Funkin': Selever Mod") - Mike Geno

dumb dumb - mazie

Zavodila - Mike Geno

Stars - Adrián Berenguer⭐

I Just Couldn't Save You Tonight (Story of Kale - Original Motion Picture Soundtrack) - Ardhito Pramono / Aurelie Moeremans⭐

Constellation - Adrián Berenguer⭐

Mary Grows Old - Ooberman

The Wolves & The Ravens - Rogue Valley

Another Day - Elsa & Emilie

I'm Born To Run - American Authors⭐

Endless Optimism - Elsa & Emilie

Should Have Known Better - Sufjan Stevens⭐

Fourth of July - Sufjan Stevens⭐

Fourth of July (April Base Version) - Sufjan Stevens

Shit Talk - Sufjan Stevens⭐

The Only Thing - Sufjan Stevens⭐

Mystery of Love - Sufjan Stevens⭐

Can't Stand The Rain - The Rescues⭐

Dirty (Live) - grandson

Glitter - Daisy the Great⭐

nuits d'été - Oscar Anton / Clementine⭐

Vale Of Tears - Jay Clifford⭐

Wonderland - Caravan Palace

Lay Down - Caravan Palace⭐

Dance For Me Wallis - Abel Korzeniowski⭐

Big Dreams - The Score / FITZ⭐

The Bird - Victor Butzelaar⭐

Julia - Victor Butzelaar⭐

Next Stop Sorrow Cross - Victor Butzelaar⭐

Crib Station - Victor Butzelaar⭐

The Dove - Victor Butzelaar

Next Stop School Street - Victor Butzelaar⭐

Underground Blossom Main Theme - Victor Butzelaar⭐

Roots Main Theme - Victor Butzelaar

Next Stop Child Lane - Victor Butzelaar⭐

End Credits - Victor Butzelaar⭐

Rusty Lake Family Tune - Victor Butzelaar⭐

Villanelle - Jo Blankenburg⭐

moon and back - JVKE⭐

Mr. Forgettable - David Kushner

Garden - 77 Bombay Street

Clouds - Fin Argus / Sabrina Carpenter

Carry On - The Score / AWOLNATION

When I Find Love Again - James Blunt⭐

Pumped Up Kicks - Foster The People⭐

Better In My Head - The Ivy

We Were Dancing In The Dark - Loving Caliber

Better Now - Blanks⭐

All About It - Jamie Lono⭐

Payphone - Maroon 5 / Wiz Khalifa

Apocalypse - Cigarettes After Sex⭐

Flow - Shine Dion⭐

Build It Better - Aron Wright

Anytime I Go - Aaron Espe

Running with the Wolves - MyKey

Ghost - Confetti

Silence - Before You Exit⭐

Sentimental - Wildcat! Wildcat!⭐

Suis-moi (French Version) - Hans Zimmer / Richard Harvey / Camille⭐

Don't Go, Don't Leave - Hayd⭐

In Reverse - Tsundere⭐

Fallen - Gert Taberner⭐

Clairy’s Wishlist🐟

Hug someone I like

Visit the Sherlock Holmes Museum and buy souvenirs

Sing with friends in the car

Watch ducks

See snow and have a snowball fight with friends

Wear a kimono once

Attend a fireworks festival

Film a one-song music video with my closest friends

Receive a bouquet of flowers

Dance under streetlights

Sing a song together with someone I like

Visit Disneyland(considering , expensive)

Go skiing

Visit the Van Gogh Museum in the Netherlands

See the wheat field

See the tulip field

Visit Japanese shrines and get an omamori charm

See the northern lights

Mimic movie characters

Share my favourite songs

Go to the beach with friends

meet (some) amazing people

Share my ocs stories

They texted me first and their responses felt half-hearted after I replied. wondering whether we were actually enjoying our conversation or just merely be the emotional trash can. Sometimes when I talk to them about my paintings or ask them questions, they never seem truly interested. thats fine but I dont really know what are we by now. I still dont understand the relationships between people around me. Sometimes they make me happy a little, but most of the time they just make me feel confused and insecure

I was worried about her and asked if she was alright. She said she was upset at first, but she’s come to terms with it and just pretends not to notice. she’s so strong to handle things like this. If it were me, I would only cry alone at night.

And later she said she absolutely dislike Dionysos, the band I’m obsessed with. She thought their music was terrible. I didn’t know what to say

I‘m scared of presentations.

I don't like everyone on the internet arguing about everything

I still remember our spring and autumn field trips at primary school. We’d sit together and share lunch boxes, play cards, draw pictures, or hide-and-seek. I knew how to play Uno back then. I wasn’t good at other card games, so I’d just watch the others play or take a nap. Later on, we all grew up，no one can play with me anymore, and I gradually forgot how to play them. When someone invited me to play Uno recently, I couldn’t even remember the rules.

“I dare not say it,” Tsukiko finally spoke, her voice so faint it was almost drowned out by the hum of the refrigerator. “I’m afraid if I do, he will realize I have expectations. That I long for his reply, that I want him to say he likes me too. Once I let myself have those expectations, I know I will be let down. Disappointment hurts too deeply. I’ve already felt that pain so many times. I don’t want to go through it again.”