My Stupid Blog

Juggling work and being a mom altogether is hard but having Steven in my life has made this so much easier and I’ll always be thankful that I have him. He’s the best dad. He does more than his share and I love him so much.

But I wouldn’t change it for the world. Feeling your little kicks and rolls everyday makes me smile. My body aches and hurts right now but once you’re in my arms it’ll all be forgotten.

I had to file my taxes and my ex from high school was the one who was helping me. When he approached my window he asked me how I was doing and it was like old times. He was being goofy and stupid as always.

I told him that I was pregnant and he was really happy for me. He was actually smiling. He told me that my daughter would probably look just like me.

He also talked about his life and he seemed really sad but also as if he was staying hopeful about everything in his life. I couldn’t help but feel sad for him as well. Hearing him talk about his living situation, it sounds tense and uncomfortable.

But I told him about how things were going in my life and he told me “well. You’ve always been good with money. You’re doing really good in life, I’m happy for you.”

Me: (crying) I can’t have hot dogs dad I’m sorry

Dad: baby can’t have hotdogs?