do it out of spite

i’m like purgatory but a girl

common advice for social anxiety is to tell yourself "people aren't going to think less of you just because you said something a bit daft" but the thing is. sometimes they will. and you just have to learn to be cool with that and to treat it as a dnd random encounter rather than letting it ruin your whole day

so cool how advanced the algorithm has become, it literally only takes like a decade or more of spying on all my internet activity and then it can expertly curate a selection of 15-20 youtube videos that i don't really want to watch, and then keep showing me those videos over and over again for a week so i can scroll past them again. the future is now

There is no fashion or aesthetic that is "ruined" by being fat, btw

Crazy how those old wounds will rip open again on a random Wednesday

or a Sunday

the cure to depression is going to the movies by yourself and getting a drink and popcorn

if i was a different person with a different personality and a different life things would be kinda different i think

stood up for myself today it was crazy i need to be an impulsive bitch more often. i got a crazy temperamental dad that always embarrassed me maybe i should actually learn from him and go crazy on people more often.

it’s small joys saturday y’all let’s get it

got over my crush by imagining us 20 years from now and how he would become like a weight tied around my ankle dragging me down to the bottom of the sea. never talked to the guy but i know these things.

invented a new word today. its 'plagiarism'. im a genius i know