Clara Pond

9000 notes and i contact a psychologist bcs im a chronic self harmer

don't want to worry anyone. but might do it tonight. everyone has real families that care for them and we don't aside from our grandma... we'd be free. dunno what's waiting for us but maybe, just maybe we'll get a family... --.🔪🫀

Please dont. Gods please dont. We love you so so much and would be devasted.

I just want a family.. I’m excited to move in with Corvin obviously but at that time.. we’ll have no family. Unless we could sometimes come over with you guys to visit..? M mom was nice to us.. I dunno if the question makes sense… —🔪🫀

We could definitely visit when you move in with corvin. And if we keep our house clean you could probably visit us then too.

m please.? will be kinda lonely if I not have family. uhm only if you’re okay with it tho. —🔪🫀

Of course.

don't want to worry anyone. but might do it tonight. everyone has real families that care for them and we don't aside from our grandma... we'd be free. dunno what's waiting for us but maybe, just maybe we'll get a family... --.🔪🫀

Please dont. Gods please dont. We love you so so much and would be devasted.

I just want a family.. I’m excited to move in with Corvin obviously but at that time.. we’ll have no family. Unless we could sometimes come over with you guys to visit..? M mom was nice to us.. I dunno if the question makes sense… —🔪🫀

We could definitely visit when you move in with corvin. And if we keep our house clean you could probably visit us then too.

don't want to worry anyone. but might do it tonight. everyone has real families that care for them and we don't aside from our grandma... we'd be free. dunno what's waiting for us but maybe, just maybe we'll get a family... --.🔪🫀

Please dont. Gods please dont. We love you so so much and would be devasted.

starting to have bad thoughts again. Not good… —🔪🫀

We're here if you need anything, love.

*looms over Hades* hehehehe

*Mutters in sleep, the ink on his hands getting on his face*

*pulls out marker* hehehheheh....

*doesn't stir*

*scribbles drawings in his face* hehehehhe

*Cerberus curls up at Hades’s feet, watching PC*

don't tell him okay puppy >:3

*Cerberus nods, running off and coming back with some items to further prank Hades and some of Hades’s clothes*

Yesss hehehe

*Cerberus sets the things by PC*

*Cerberus rumages for snacks, whimpering*

*takes out bones* here!

*Pants eagerly for them to be thrown*

*throws it far* go get it!

*Races after it and gnaws happily*

Yippeee

also want to bite people who come close. just feel like a cornered animal overall. Dunno… I don’t like that we’re discovering that so much of our childhood was in fact not normal… —🔪🫀

What if we really are just tricking people? What if it was normal and we’re just being over sensitive again. what if we really are manipulative- I hate these thoughts… —🔪🫀

Youre okay, darling. What we've heard wasn't normal

i hope so.. I hope we’re not just being dramatic. all these emotions are exhausting and I just want my Springbonnie plush.. sorry for bothering, you guys should probably get some eep. —🔪🫀

Its okay, you're not a bother

also want to bite people who come close. just feel like a cornered animal overall. Dunno… I don’t like that we’re discovering that so much of our childhood was in fact not normal… —🔪🫀

What if we really are just tricking people? What if it was normal and we’re just being over sensitive again. what if we really are manipulative- I hate these thoughts… —🔪🫀

Youre okay, darling. What we've heard wasn't normal

I want to hold everyone close. But I also want to shove them all away and be alone. I don’t know what I want.. —🔪🫀

Don't need to know what you want right away

support. always.

Forever and always.

I don’t know why but I want to push everyone and everything away. I hate these feelings…. —🔪🫀

Breathe, darling. Youre going to be okay. I promise. If you need space let us know, okay?

feels like there’s a giant cloud in my brain… just gonna lie down all day. —🔪🫀

Do what you need to, darling. I love you.

m love you too. we’re honestly just really drained. too many nightmares. —🔪🫀

That's fair.

feels like there’s a giant cloud in my brain… just gonna lie down all day. —🔪🫀

Do what you need to, darling. I love you.

keep having bad nightmares abt family. dont wanna sleep, dont wanna eat. just wanna be far from here --🔪🫀

Eating is important, darling. I'm sorry we can't get you out of there right now because were too afraid to ask