𝖍𝖔𝖙 𝖆𝖘 𝖍𝖊𝖑𝖑 .

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           ‘ a shame that it’s been ruined by how old it is ---- the haunted aesthetic was so fifty years ago . the vampires from that era were so corny , it makes me want to end my unlife . ’ nevertheless , lily ran her delicate fingers over the detailing of the staircase --- it was nice , even if it made unbearable noises whenever you so much as breathed on it . 

“   can’t let you do that   ,   and you know it.   “   even though he is sympathetic   ,   he can’t.  “   can’t you feed from anythin’ else  ??   like   ,   a cow or a rabbit or some blood bags from a hospital or somethin’  ??   or is it solely humans   ??   “               /               @clansmart​

        after a pause , she lets out a sigh , getting the feeling that this boy will definitely not let her kill someone under his knowledge . lily wasn’t in the mood to stir up trouble tonight . ‘ i guess a bag would be okay , but only if it’s o-neg ’

❝   it’s temporary.   ❞ ❝   ah,  yes.  off to a world where girls are only to wear pink dresses,  and boys;  blue pants.   ❞ ❝   no,  that shit’s itchy.  it can wait.   ❞ ❝   don’t scare me like that.   ❞ ❝   do you think we’ll make any friends?   ❞ ❝   trying to ignore it is fucking boring.   ❞ ❝   no one’s watching us.   ❞ ❝   don’t be a dick and babysit,  just pass it.   ❞ ❝   we should hang here more often.   ❞ ❝   i’m being generous with you.   ❞ ❝   i can’t defend myself.  i don’t know how to fight,  i don’t even know how to-   ❞ ❝   don’t you choke.   ❞ ❝   go for the throat.   ❞ ❝   stop,  don’t interrupt me.   ❞ ❝   i just don’t understand why you wouldn’t take my advice,  i give really good advice to people.   ❞ ❝   she/he/they didn’t even leave a mark on me,  i broke skin.   ❞ ❝   that’s fucking disgusting!   ❞ ❝   what if i had told your mother her son/daughter was a cruel motherfucker?   ❞ ❝   you’re shooting at the angels while claiming you’re the good guy.   ❞ ❝   fuck all of your rules and guidelines.   ❞ ❝   i tried to make you listen,  but you want it your way.   ❞ ❝   you tell me you love me but you treat me like i’m never there.   ❞ ❝   it’s really hard for me to say just how i feel.   ❞ ❝   why can’t you fucking hear me?!   ❞ ❝   take me home.   ❞ ❝   please,  we don’t wanna die here.   ❞ ❝   who cares,  at this point?   ❞ ❝   do i offend you?  you’re hanging on my sentences.   ❞ ❝   i never signed up for your drama club.   ❞ ❝   there’s a whole world out there,  you’re living a play.   ❞ ❝   you didn’t know you had a butthole?   ❞ ❝   got sent home to change ‘cause my skirt was too short.   ❞ ❝   we can be friends,  if you wanna be.   ❞ ❝   so do i just…  throw it?   ❞ ❝   okay,  three…  two…  one…  i don’t know.   ❞ ❝   you’re fucking kidding me.   ❞ ❝   you’re all heathens!   ❞ ❝   everyone wants what the other one’s working.   ❞ ❝   please say that you won’t continue.   ❞ ❝   i wish i could give you another set of eyes,  ‘cause i know your eyes aren’t working.   ❞ ❝   we aren’t our bodies.   ❞ ❝   try not to expect shallow people to love you.   ❞ ❝   pretending everything’s right is detention.   ❞ ❝   i think it’s a love letter.   ❞ ❝   you love me,  but you won’t come see me.   ❞ ❝   if i’m so special,  why am i a secret?   ❞ ❝   i knew this wouldn’t last,  but fuck you,  don’t you leave me here.   ❞ ❝   stop calling me your bunny.   ❞ ❝   you don’t own me,  do you?  i’ll bet you think you do,  well you don’t.   ❞ ❝   give me passion.   ❞ ❝   make me not want to die.   ❞ ❝   it’s super easy,  don’t stress…  ah,  fuck.   ❞ ❝   you’re just gonna stand there,  and watch this happen?   ❞ ❝   i made you.  you’re nothing without me.   ❞ ❝   i’m really nervous,  should we really be doing this?   ❞ ❝   stick to the plan.  i made it,  it’s meticulous.   ❞ ❝   even i didn’t abandon ship this time.  and trust me,  i wanted to.   ❞ ❝   look,  i’m sorry.  i am!   ❞ ❝   i’ve always had this fantasy…  of getting nailed in a really confined space.   ❞ ❝   i had a dream like this,  once.   ❞ ❝   i’m the one who wrote the love letter.   ❞ ❝   fear of dying is irrational right now;  either we die in a few minutes,  or we attempt to live now.   ❞

                                                    book based Jace Herondale