Bi-curious Citadel Frat boy

I don’t think I ever shared this part of my story for many reasons. But it goes back to early 2016... that’s when it started. I remember hiding every day... in the library, in labs... just anywhere I could but eventually I had to go back to my room.

And so for 4 months I was quiet. My grades were great (it was my only distraction), but inside I was lost. And... then I said something to someone and everything went from bad to worse. I had to leave.

This whole time, I had been numb. My parents knew something was wrong but couldn’t figure it out (and how could I tell them? I am supposed to be a man...). So I left the school. I was far from recovery...

Until January, every night I had to sleep with the lights on. I was afraid, triggered by darkness. It wasn’t until Sept of the next year when I stopped having nightmares. Even now it’s hard to think about.

I wish I would’ve held my ground and whistle blew. Maybe I could’ve prevented other victims, but I wasn’t ready...

“Conduct unbecoming of a Cadet”... Some time in late March, my blog came under fire from the administrators at my school. I have been threatened with consequences (expulsion being the most serious among them) and the end result is that I won't be returning to this school in the fall for my “unbecoming behavior” (take a guess at what happened).

Some of you may have noticed that I stopped posting pictures, stopped reblogging (I did reblog a few recently), and stopped responding to your questions and know you know why.

I apologize. This blog has been amazing and it’s connected me with so many other cadets, alumni, prospects, and people all over the world. Though I won't be posting anymore, I won’t disable/delete the blog.