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well 8 years down the drain. wasted my time and body on him. whatever. ill be a single mom.

awesome. even when im trying to just explain why im frustrated to just get things better, im still an asshole. really sick of any choice i make still being the wrong one.

awesome to be told youve been a bitch the past month apparently. totally makes me wanna have a chill and fun night.

i scare myself sometimes bc i really do struggle with not wanting to kms while my fucking kids are just chilling.

im so selfish. i miss you most on days like this. i just feel really alone.

am i unattractive or something. he knew i wanted to do it but then couldnt even finish.

i just want to die

he keeps checking my phone to see if ive talked to him.

im a prick bc i want us to be united on the same shit with the kids. thats why their behavior never changes.

hey you can just go to sleep! *five mins later* brings the whole fucking baby inside and proceeds to be loud as fuck with the other kid. oh wow the babies up!

id love to message you. i know i dont have the right to. but idk. today i miss you a lot.

i wish i had friends.

crazy that we cant have one good day. weird how im the issue like always.

keep getting told the same shit even tho none of that is working. i dont want to be told something specific but no one seems to understand all of this falls on me the most. no one fucking cares.

3 separate ways to say its my fault. thanks.

so not only do you not fess up to last night but youre so stupid you left your phone on top of the car. awesome.