the-grand-multiplicity's mods are so fake I can't even. There are three of them, so check all the cringy pages.
and the worst offender:
Hello, I am Dammie. You may know me as Damara Megido, 21 [Mix between Japanese and broken English] (Homestuck)
Systemhop really fucked us up.
Eric (Eridan Ampora 15 non-binary) namedropped us on this blog during a psychotic break caused by being abused by one of the mods on the-grand-multiplicity. We were new to system communities, and were being misinformed by everyone
We
Had little to no say in our descriptions. They were written by the abuser. For example, I was stated to speak in broken English and Japanese. As you can see, I can write perfectly fine. I’m not even 21, I’m 19.
We were also being heavily controlled by our ex girlfriend, who we broke up with last year (The Sans Undertales were actually programed alters and have since integrated)
We were told that fictives could not grow out of their characters, so I often dumbed myself down to seem in character
Being psychotic made it hard to discern fact from what our abusers told us and its been a problem since middle school
Before this all, we were just coming out of another damaging delusion, so we were very vunerable to misinfo
the-grand-multiplicity was taken down because we recieved death threats, transphobic insults, and even remade our tumblr because of paranoia. While I know systemhop never condoned these actions, it didn’t stop it from happening.
Our littles were called pedophiles and we were told to die over something as dumb as being FTM and liking pink.
I refused to speak for 3 years because of fear of being called racist, and I still don’t speak to anyone out loud for the same reason. I’m still affected by this callout every time I front.
My point for this post is not only to clarify what was wrong, but also to warn about syscourse. While I am very exclusionist (as in I don’t believe endos/tulpas/soulbonds) and semi-active in syscourse on a different blog, I want people to be careful with what we call fake. I don’t want to hurt someone who is just genuinely misinformed and possibly in need of help.
I don’t know where the mods of systemhop are, but I would like to apologize for Eric’s behavior first off, but also remind you of the damage you caused, and hopefully get closure on this somehow.
