But it sucks and it is kinda lonely. 

It seems I have a rep among older friend groups. People may think I am someone I am not. For the record, I am the same person I’ve always been, the same one they befriended many years ago. I’m just a better version of my self. Chiseled away at my 20s and refined it into a 31 year old man. If anything, I am better than I have ever been, and get better every day. I dont need to speak on any accomplishments, who needs it, but I can say I am better than ever.

flickering around a candelight crystal

rods, cones, metronomes

orchids wiggling, chicklings, bees

drunken flightpaths, dizzying infinities

sunlights dancing on the sistine ceiling

delta eights and ketamines

That dip me into sleep