You take a few puffs out of your bowl, you lie back listening to the crickets underneath the bridge and for a brief moment - you think that you understand it.
You don't. I do and I paid a price for it. No amount or any kind of buzz will get you close to getting it. Nobody should suffer the way i have for it.
You will never get your innocence back and neither will I, but we stay as children in our minds forevermore, beyond the end of time.
Death walks beside me, yet i cannot hold her hand. You'll change, they all change and though we all do; your change wouldn't have happened if not for me.
It's my fault, I'm sorry I said that... not really. I guess somewhere down the line i figured i was all that mattered, then I met him and he also changed and went... but he changed me too.
Mom? Dad? Why does everyone who meets me become a different person after? They all fall for me and then change. Doesnt even matter if we're just friends, they change too.
This is your fault isn't it, old friend? I can still feel your pain as my own - though it is because you came from me.
I woke up from a dream to learn too much so young. I woke up from a nightmare to be born at the end of a nation, no, the end to another's dream.
Consequence, Law, Morality, its all just dominoes to me now.
To understand it, to really just get it, the price is to become the same as I am - so please dont try to understand it. Just live and love until your time comes.
When mine does, id like to think the way I changed their lives is for the better and that i did all I could to make the world a better place, that eventually nobody chooses to or ever becomes like me.
I want a place where nobody is afraid to be themselves or be kind.
titsay
prguitarman
gracieabrams
baratheonpilled
turnnoffyourmind
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