Cinnamonjam

The past week i have been the sickest i have been in a long time. Dare i say i felt way worse than i did when i got covid. I have missed a week of work, i have been medicating non stop. And the kicker… i lost my state funded health insurance in Dec “because i make a little over the threshold”. 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️. Thank God for Tiktok & Thank God for Costco because through tiktok i learned you can get medical treatment at Costco (no insurance necessary) for less than $50. I finally got antibiotics, and was able to sleep without waking up in a coughing a fit. Lets see if i can survive my first shift back tomorrow.

No matter how old you are, listening to the right punk rock song will bring you back to being 14, and a teen full of angst.

Beyond stressed with how expensive life is and how physically exhausted i am.

Watching the Laguna Beach reunion made me cry at the end. I always related to the show having just moved to The O.C myself back then. Now seeing them all grown with many having lost a parent hurts.