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that is me~

Cinderfreak

i am 16 yrs old and this blog is for drawing suggestive art icky yicky

16+ only so under 16s dni with this blog please <3

squicks

• creeps

• sending me nsfw art i am a minor

• invading my boundaries

• gore

• over-fetishising (eg fat fetish with characters being literal blobs which is yucky wucky icky ew ew or oversized boobs no thank you)

• anything political this is an art blog twin

Boundaries

• feel free to dm me, just not on here and on my main pls @cinderingmyfrost

• if you dm me here, ill politely send you to my main to chat there :)

• also, please don’t be disgusting with me. sure this is a freakblog but im still a kid. So pls no sending uncensored shit i beg

• this blog is for unleashing my freak sure but i need boundaries too. so please no freaky roleplays

• all my freak roleplay activity shit are reserved for others who are comfortable with it.

i block freely <3

women….. woMEn….. nngnghh….. i need a big chubby woman to smother me right now and call me a good girl as she cuddles me.

Secondly, sorry for continuing to be a pain in the ass... It might happen again, not that I want it to 0w0

I can explain it, but it might be a bit much... To put it bluntly, I'm almost always either anxious or h*rny, and I've been trying to hide and suppress it ever since I split owo"

I've had no idea what to do or where to go for help since then, either, so when I found out that someone who I like and respect also draws suggestive art, I stopped being so convinced that everyone would hate me if they knew what I really was like ^>w<^

Since then, I've managed to open up a bit, be a bit more honest with those I trust (like u :3) and myself, and it's actually really starting to help! I'm still learning tho, and I still fuck up a lot with reading the room sometimes... So, if I ever do it again, just tell me and I'll try to fix it ^w^

Well, that's enough text wall for today, I think. TYSM again Cinder! I hope you're doing well >w< — Yuki (she/her)

(will give credit if I am allowed to reblog them)

I just wanted to show support for your arts (even your freaky ones, love those too X3)

PS I hope you're doing well :3 — Yuki

I've been afraid of being honest for the longest time, but you're one of very few people I trust to not judge me unfairly ^w^

My ask: how do you be openly weird (/positive) without making others uncomfortable?

Whenever I happen upon your freakier stuff, I actually feel more comfortable - I feel like I'm not gonna be judged ^>w<^

But if I even *think* of posting anything freaky to one of MY blogs, the guilt and fear is so unbearable that it makes me ill 3':

So I asked you! Any and all help appreciated, but no worries if you can't >w<

Context: I'm the member of our system who deals with freaky stuff X3

Unfortunately for me, that means my mind is almost always in the gutter... And in my case, it can get so bad that it is partially debilitating OwO"

I've been looking for an outlet, because it gets worse if I try to suppress it, but have had no luck so far @w@

— Yuki (she/her)

uhm i honestly don’t know

i just woke up now im sorry idrk what to say

Uh-- I wanted to say "nice boobs" (/platonic) on your last ori kinsona post, but decided against it BC that's kind of *you*, and (even though they *are* good) I didn't wanna be weird OwO /positive

PS I've been working my ass off trying to come up with some freaky (suggestive) art to draw, but I don't really know anyone who's comfortable with that, so I've got nothing to show for it yet @~@

— Yuki (she/her)

> She wants to start sharing it, but she doesn't have anyone to share it with... (exasperated sigh) *yelling from the back of a room* she also doesn't put ANY DAMN CLOTHES ON when no one's watching!! .w. /nn — Zero (he/him)

Which is why the rest of my headmates are getting a bit sick of my shit rn X"3

So— uh, this is kind of a big ask (/not forcing :3), but could you possibly help me? Like, any advice, possibly? ^w^"

If not, DW! and we hope you're having a wonderful day >w> — Yuki

no advice rn 😭😭

But i appreciate the compliment about the boobs i am flattered <3

I just really wanted to thank u for giving me and the others the confidence to post our own art again!

As for why I'm thanking you here instead of on main (because you've inspired us a lot in general, NGL) — this is what our art looks like XP (/nf; content warning for suggestive proportions and outfit X3)

So yah! TYSM again, and there'll be a lot more to come >:3 — Yuki (she/her)

In case you weren't aware, we've been on holiday for the past week and a half now, and since we have a shared room (and therefore no privacy), the others have been feeling quite... how do I say this without sounding weird? OwO"

I'm going to put it as "repressed", lately, and just hope that you catch my drift XP

In any case, thanks for giving them an outlet before they make my life even harder for me o=o ← a face that has seen the Horrors™ (/exaggeration/nn XD) — Zero (he/him)

Hey ofc!!! :3

We've been wanting to share some of our own art lately, but uh

*anxious squeak* a lot of it is really really suggestive

We've already made an alt blog for it, but I'm still worried that we're gonna scare all of our moots off if we post anything to it @w@

how do we be normal about this? X"3 /not forcing — Ragnar (any pronouns; chiefly uses she/they)

(exasperated whisper) maybe if you would wear *anything else* but a tight bikini, Ragnar ÒwÓ — Zero (he/him)

(levels of anxiety that cannot be fathomed)

It's not even *that* bad — we've seen *far* worse, but like

If one of our moots accidentallies upon this here post we *are* going to have to turn into a human fountain for a few minutes (or maybe even a few hours) → QwQ

Anyways, love your art! Keep at it X3 ✨

(also, we couldn't ask anonymously for some reason? Wack, but I don't think anyone is gonna *really* witch-hunt us over this later, so it's all good X3)

— Ragnar

Hehe its okayy!!!! x333