cinaminty

These lesbians are so gay and so inlove i wish they would get together already (<- is the person making the story. im so sorry, they aren't gonna for quite abit, just like regular bannerfall, it's gonna take just alittllleee bit... just alittle) They're pining so hard your honor 😭

Also ya, dynamics aren't exactly the same in the ships because theres different context but i'd like to think i got them,,, mostly similar,,, i hope. They're really gay. and they're able to be more open about it in this au because its less,,, hmmm, well lets just say red and blue won't think it betrayal or treason if they get together and theres much less stakes for apo and cherri. But otherwise, i'd like to hope i still gave them similar aspects that it's still them.. i really hope...

but ya, HAPPY PRIDE MONTH GUYS!!!!!!!!

Having to Split The Pride Month Special into two because there's to many images 😭😭 tumblr has a limit of 30 and i have 34 LOLLL

anyways! ya. We got some Hellfire and some Cuddleduo up in here. I know Hellfire's is CherriApo but I actually don't know if Cuddleduo has a specific ship name so im gonna have to look that up now.. hhaha.. i can not find it i'm just gonna use the cuddleduo tag since thats what everyone else uses, if theres an actual shipname tag lmk!!

transcript:

katie: it’s not your burden to bear! this is not all on you. he needs to take responsibility too.

4c: he gave up everything to save me.

katie: …(softly) didn’t you also give up everything to come here?

4c: …(quietly) yeah.

katie: you have a family, no?

4c: (silence) (even more quietly) yeah.

4c: but it’s…he gave up so much for me. and if i…if he thinks that i’m the reason- ‘cause he is so- he is so stuck on the belief that someone directly betrayed him and told everyone about everything. and whether it’s an accident or not, i haven’t told him yet. and whether i do tell him or not, if he finds out, then the thing that he’s upset about, the whole secret that we were keeping that is now out…if he sees that as i betrayed him, then that whole secret, that everything that he did, to him was for nothing.

katie: 4c, you need to stop putting him before you. you also have sacrificed a lot, you’ve sacrificed so much for him already.

4c: if he finds out about this, then it’ll be like everything that he’s done…it’ll break him.

katie: …it was going to happen either way. the way in which he was going about this, the difference in stories that he was telling? it was going to backfire on him eventually.

(cut)

4c: …i’m just worried that i’ll lose him.

katie: i know. i understand.

4c: i think it might be already too late.

katie: (crosstalk) it is- no, no no, no no no, don’t say that. it’s never too late.

4c: …that’s the thing-

katie: he sees you as a brother-

4c: i’m only in the blue kingdom because of him. what happens-

katie: but you like the blue kingdom.

4c: …the blue kingdom has always been a weird spot for me. …they- they wanted to kill me, you know. as much as i’ve been fitting in over so long, nom’s been the only reason that i’m here. and can i even call that a home anymore if he keeps- i-if this comes out and he doesn’t care about me anymore, what do i even do?

katie: your worth doesn’t depend on how nom sees you. at all. you should get to be your own person, do things for you, and that shouldn’t entirely depend on whether nom reacts strongly to something that you accidentally did. this isn’t on you.

4c: but it is.

(silence)

(cut)

katie: well-

4c: i’m the reason he broke his oath.

katie: that was a deci- no, no no no, that was a decision that he made to do, that’s not on you.

4c: (crosstalk) i’m the reason- i’m the reason he broke his oath.

4c: i’m the reason he fought against the other kingdom- or, against his own kingdom to defend me every single day. and i am the reason his secret got out. i’m literally the whole epitome of this mess that he’s in.

katie: stop. that’s not true. you cannot take the blame for all of this. yes, sure. you may have said a different story to me. but you didn’t know that nom was telling me something different. nom also has  responsibility in this, he is not entirely exempt from this whole situation, he is not an angel, he is not- he’s made mistakes. it’s not entirely on you. and the fact that you are so terrified to tell him that you made a mistake, that you slipped up? it’s awful.

4c: (crosstalk) i’m not scared that he’s gonna hurt me. i’m scared that he's gonna hurt himself.

(cut)

4c: i'm just afraid. what happens? what happens if nom doesn't want to protect me anymore? i do my best to keep him level, to keep him…okay. for the past year, i've been kind of just like- i know i pickpocket from him, i know i- i tease him, but i do everything to make sure that he has a level head, but this is the first time i don't know where i can come him in to help him! he's so broken of losing katie. and if he… even though he hasn't lost me, if he feels like he lost me too, he'll only be... he might just return back to being the knight with his oath. that same knight, from before.