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☆ Sylvester. 24. he/him. can get NSFT. MDNI. 18+ ☆

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💥 alter blog

🔥 bodily 24, latino and queer as fuck

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Look it's a bad term. But it's so fun when you literally are the evil alter. LIKE ITS JUST HILARIOUS. THATS ME AS FUCK DUDE IDK WHAT TO TELL YOU. horrible stereotype

But FUCK YOU GOT ME. ❤️

#persecutor #evil alter #plurality

"don't call persecutors evil be nice blah blah blah" and what if I am objectively evil? what then?

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　⸝　purrsecutor

a flag for persecutors who feel a connection to felines ,

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　self - indulgent term

Fuck I kind of love being insane and fucked up. I love being the persecutor "evil" alter who just does shit for fun and joy. Like yeah I'll stand up for what's right but fuck I'm such a degenerate fucking asshole who doesn't give a shit about people or what they think of me. I'm cruel and full of myself and I'll still make sure everyone is safe from true evil. I have BPD. I'm a fucking geek ass punk. How could you not love me? I'm everything everyone hates and wants all in one.

#did alter #persecutor

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Just sucked some guy off for some buzzballs and I'm like "fuck do I gotta be ashamed of sex work is honest work and it's not like I got paid paid I got paid in alcohol which is socially more accepted than money anyway so what's the big fucking deal." And another part is like. "God we're pathetic. We clearly just did it for the alcohol."

Anyway I personally love being a fucking degenerate and I like getting drunk so fucking whateverrrrr.

#ftm #nsft #nsft ftm #ftm nsft #alcohol #alcohol //

Look man if I'm about to have sex for a random guy to buy me drinks that's no one's business but mine okay? Shit dude I need to get out ! Get laid ! Get fucking drunk!!!

#text post #nsft #ftm nsft #alcohol //

Fuuuck I get the need for intimacy and getting to know people before connection but it's so annoying to do the whole song and dance before I can hookup with a cute trans guy. Like I would love to hang out and make friends and possibly FWB but the issue is most fucking people are incredibly dry or uninterested or uninteresting and it's just like. FUUUCK WHAT AM I TRYING FOR. and I swear it can't be me, I'm trying so hard to carry conversation and flirt and it's like okay king give me fucking NOTHIIING

#rant #nsft #ftm #ftm nsft #my post #text post

Fuuuck I get the need for intimacy and getting to know people before connection but it's so annoying to do the whole song and dance before I can hookup with a cute trans guy. Like I would love to hang out and make friends and possibly FWB but the issue is most fucking people are incredibly dry or uninterested or uninteresting and it's just like. FUUUCK WHAT AM I TRYING FOR. and I swear it can't be me, I'm trying so hard to carry conversation and flirt and it's like okay king give me fucking NOTHIIING

#rant #nsft #ftm #ftm nsft #my post #text post

“Puppy want a treat?” As I unbuckle my belt

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sorry i'm still thinking about this.

but the fact that anti endos are like "boo anyone who isn't traumagenic should die the worst death and they are not safe around me." is insane because i look at pro/neutral endo and they're like "yeah i think people deserve to feel safe."

and i personally look at this and i go hm. now who do i feel more comfortable being around. the guy who will throw a tantrum if you're not a textbook model of plurality or the guy who thinks everyone deserves rights. idkkk

#syscourse #idk like i keep thinking of the absurdity of anti endos and i kinda cringe #like even if traumagenics were the only valid form of plurality why escalate it to such a hateful opinion. kinda pathetic imo #anyway this is my blog i can post whatever i want #hashtag my open book journal ig idk whatever

I kind of wouldn't care if someone's anti endo opinions stopped at "it's not valid based on the DSM criteria." But it doesn't. For some reason people escalate that to mean "I think anyone who isn't traumagenic should be isolated and pelted with rocks until they die." Which is just. Flat out cruel. It's one thing to disagree with their existence based on the patterns seen in DID/OSDD systems in textbook format, which I kind of also don't agree with because psychology is ever changing, but it's another thing entirely to just seemingly get off on a "I'm more valid than you" power trip. Idk the whole idea just makes me sad. I think people deserve help and compassion even if they're not exactly like you or me. This shouldn't be such a controversial take I don't think.

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don't even like this guy

Not to engage in system discourse because I frankly didn't have much of an opinion of anyone who wasn't traumagenic until I realized just how unsafe I felt around people who openly rejected anyone who didn't fit a certain criteria for plurality. And this is coming from someone who's traumagenic and actively seeking a DID diagnosis. Why do I have to prove that I've been through shit that caused my brain to create such a drastic coping mechanism? The contradiction that comes with anti-endos is also disheartening because they tend to say some follow up bullshit like "no fakeclaiming!! Unless it's against non-traumagenic systems because they're not real so it's okay to bully them." Like? Isn't that just cruel? To isolate people? So what if someone's brain after a certain age decided to cling onto plurality as a safety net. Psychology and diagnosis are a hellish landscape anyway, there's a reason why it's constantly changing. Borderline personality disorder was misnamed as "on the borderline of neurosis and psychosis" and later became debated on whether that's even accurate. Asperger's was a term coined for "low functioning" and later just dropped in favor the autism spectrum. ADHD is sometimes favored to be called Executive Dysfunction Disorder. The study of mental health has historically been this set of acronyms that isolate people as experiments rather than human beings. Disorders are classified for insurance purposes and when you further inflict isolation within marginalized groups that share traits with you but you reject because they're not doing it to your standard just circles back to the same level of cruelty as segregation at it's basic definition. Wouldn't it just be better to admit there's worst things in the world than your fellow man going through something similar to you?

Idk maybe I'm swinging at a hornet's nest but it's kind of disheartening to see mental illness treated with the lens of trauma olympics over and over rather than the simplistic notion that people deserve compassion. Don't you? Don't they? What did they do exactly that was so wrong in your eyes to not be treated like human beings? I think it's kind of embarrassing that in big 2026 compassion is still something that sparks contreversy. People need to get over "Us vs Them" and look at the bigger picture.

I also think that endogenics "not having trauma" and "playing pretend." Is incredibly harmful to the concept of plurality even for traumagenics. What do you think singlets with little knowledge of dissociative disorders think of You? Not to mention that endogenic relationship with plurality is probably an indicator of Some cry for help or other that shouldn't be ignored. And btw who cares if they're "playing pretend." How does it harm us? The recourses where never easy to get in the first place. What are they taking from you that can't be shared or redirected? Is extending a helping hand really that foreign? Really that controversial?

I think there are kinder ways to say "hey I don't personally relate to what you're going through but I still think you deserve help in the same way I do" than flat out rejection and judgement.

#syscourse #plurality #text post

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