COLUMBIA

The truth is that you are not with me anymore. I do believe that you are my soul mate. You were sent to do a job and accomplished it in the end to bring self confidence and happiness in my life. Thanks to you I now know what both of those emotions feel like together. You are so special to me, and I know that I will love you forever. But lately I haven’t been able to sleep because I know that it’s over between us. I’m not bitter anymore because I know that what we had was real. And one day in the future, when both of us are spiritually ready, my eyes will meet yours again. I refuse to believe that the one person who is every hope i’ve ever had in human form, is gone for good.

“Don’t let my silence wound you. I’m just tired of words.”

Cancelled.

I guess I should have known better than to let you in again, right? But no, no matter how many times you treat me like shit, giving me excuses and apologies, my stupid heart keep giving you a chance that you don’t deserve. Because it thinks that maybe this time you have changed for the better. Maybe this time, you really mean it. Maybe this time, you will not repeat the same mistake over and over again. How stupid of me for believing that. Screw you.

“Perché fiorire si può e si deve, anche in mezzo al deserto.”