ciaraa

right?

I honestly need to start writing more... It distracts me from other things. I guess I've been neglecting this page a lot. I just forgot about it. How's life been? I, I guess it's like, I'm not sure, honestly. Every day just goes by in a daze, and sometimes I don't feel real. Does anyone else get that feeling? What's it called? Does it even have a name? I've been home from school a lot; adding it all up would add up to over a month. Started out as a medical issue, still in pain from it, but most days I can't stand to be there. It's suffocating. I mean, it's not like people bully me or are "mean" to me, except for the ginger names as I go through a hallway or through the courtyard. But whatever, it doesn't matter because they won't get a reaction out of me... I'm failing a lot of stuff. I want to have a plan for my future, but what if I don't see one? This is starting to sound......depressing.. so bye