Land of Chaos and Letters

…&& A Soulmate AU where the scars and injuries of your soulmate appear on your own body, distinguishable by how they are discolored.

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I think so. I REALLY REALLY REALLY DO.

I really believe that Hidan is really suicidal. I truly believe this. (and there are plenty other examples/hints in his dialogue and actions I didn’t show.)

I WISH I could talk more in depth about this. I really wish I could..

But as anyone who follows me know, *how you don’t know I have no idea… I post updates on the status of it all the damn time LOL*

I have this Fan-Comic AKACHOU and Hidan is pretty much the main character in it. (All the Akatsuki are. With Hidakona and TobiDei being the main ships. It’s not a romance story despite this. The story has massive themes of self-preservation, family and faith. I recommend if you follow me, you should at least give it a chance… I bust my ass writing this story… it’s a complicated story… and the art improves massively as you read. It’s really long, and we’re only in the first Arc of the story. MULTI-CHAPERED IN-CHARACTER HIDAN as flashing advertisement… okay… enough of me blabbering about it.) 

But if I were to talk any more about Hidan’s suicidal tendencies, it would be a massive spoiler for my Hidan’s character development.

But here are some things that also connect with Hidan being suicidal theory…

HIDAN BELIEVES IN A HELL.

This is extremely important. It can be assumed, that he believes in a Heaven, also?

"the fact that Hidan actually believes the heaven and hell idea is really interesting.He is afraid to go to hell.Maybe he is not a complete demon?He might lost his mind and addicted to killing but somehow I think  he really believes the idea of the people must suffer in this world in order to reach heaven on the other side."

-Disperfection

Also…

Hidan doesn’t like pain. At least… unless he’s sharing it with others or he’s inflicting the pain himself.  He is a complainer when it comes to pain.  (This guy complains about Stairs and walking… and he bitches about Kakuzu pulling on his hair when his head is chopped off…. Damn this Oxy-moron character… ) But In all seriousness, I think he really hates pain….

Like I said, this is about as much as I can talk about it….. but I really think Hidan truly wants to die.

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