Ramblings of a part robot

So, hello

not sure how tumblr works yet but i figure i should do an intro

I'm a 20 year old transgirl pre hrt and also a plural system (?)

My names being "Cecilia, Lucia, Chloe, Katherine, Vanessa, Mia, Maria, Alyssa, Catalina, Eva, Rose, Eveline, Clara, Rosa" and cecilia being the main one i usually use

Refer to me by the one i am already using if you decide to dm me and get my discord or smth but if that proves to be difficult, use cecilia

I like videogames and ig my favorite game would be disco elysium

I like drawing even if i am not good at it

I love talking to ppl like it is all I do in the whole day but i crave new friends, so, dms are welcome especially if we are mutuals

I started doing short writings which aren't good but people seem to like them for some reason

I do like watching anime or anything really as long as it is good

I like being horny too tbh

i do run a sideblog dedicated to nsfw writings @churchofwriting (mostly about my kinks but you can suggest me stuff to do)

Hope you have a good day

you always make me feel so nice and safe, i know you will support me no matter what

i can stop pretending the facade i put with everyone and i know you will protect me

you hold me close when i feel bad and sad

when i start spiraling and that makes me slowly heal

i can only hope that i am enough for you, i am sure you could have gotten someone else that's so much better than me

i wonder what you see on me, i guess i'll never know

when i met you, certainly. i didn't expect anything from you

i met a lot of people through my long life, i seen a lot of things and at some point, the enjoyment out of things just vanished, i imagined that when i took this power that made me accursed

but we hanged out more and more and even i can't bring myself to deny that i clearly feel very deeply for you

but i'm so afraid, because i already know what's gonna happen with you and me

what good is living forever if i can't live with you?

and the same goes with you, why you would love someone like me?

i don't think there's anything good on me

but i suppose that we must enjoy the time we have together