Welcome to my masterlist ! Fluff? Never heard of her (well, it's here somewhere but you might have to dig a little). I only aim to hurt (with all my love) but somehow these characters always evade the worst of it and come out with a happy ending. One of these days I'll get them (update, I got them and I am full of shame about it - jk, I od not feel shame or remorse.). Read with caution.
18+ Only Minors can go kick rocks (please go outside and kick rocks, touch the grass etc. Get off the internet PLEASE)
Full catalog under the cut
MAASVERSE
Azris
An Azris Anthology - Perpetually ongoing hub for tiny one shots, tumblr drabbles and art
Complete
Canon universe
Kerosene - Be nice to her, she's my first born
So I Start to Say Goodbye- Technically finished but it inspired a new plot that will be coming soon.
The Ultimate Guide to 'The Art of Mastering the Only Way to Lose the Game- This was purely so I could make the stupedist title ever
By Solstice End- Ok so this one IS fluffy
Lighthouse in the Woods- written for Polyweek
Once Upon a Dream- I have no memory of this
Just for Tonight- Eris needs a safe place, I bet you can guess where he might go
The Trees Told Me About You- part of the Kerosene Universe
What We Deserve- This was supposed to be 1500 words max. Pure pain. They made me write a full story that's 90k words and give them a happy ending, it's still painful though.
Under the Weeping Beech- well well well, would you look at that dead dove. I've been waiting for you.
Wings and Steel- I am going to be writing more about this moment because it haunts me
The Games That Bind Us- to tell you the truth, I HATED writing this and I hated it after I was done. Everyone else liked it so I read it again and I guess it's pretty ok.
A Song for Spring- Another one from an ask that was supposed to be short... isn't. Still love it though.
What, like itâs hard? - Inspired by that one panel of Leewon in Champagne and Roses.
AU
Skate- They are cute, leave me alone
Giving Spirit - New, lovely, I also have no memory of writing this.
Between Us- My favorite au to date. Implies multiple lifetimes that they find each other
Travelers in the Bayou - This one WILL be my favorite au once I write the multichapter fic I ripped this scene from
Works in Progress
Canon Universe
Come Hel or High Lord - After Carve me open is done I will be finishing this. It was the first one I ever started writing and it got away from me. It's so damn close to finishing
Mother Save Us From Your Twisted fate - I wasn't supposed to give this one shot chapters. But I did bc I felt bad for killing Eris. Technically you can pretend this one is done.
Carve Me Open- I SWEAR I am almost done with this one!
Sigillum- Dark and heavy with some KoschiexEris action sort of. The one where I wrote Beron the worst I ever have and went, "Ok... time to pace."
AU
When Even Moonlight Burns- VAMPIRES
Half in the Shadows- Kerosense part two
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Other ships + General (non shipping)
Together - Vanserra brothers, one shot with Azris implied
Inherit the earth- stupid Elain thing I want to come back to one day and make something out of
Embers in the Wind- Cassian X Nesta X Eris because I am CONVINCED, this is what SJM is planning for these three. (It's not what I WANT but It's what I think is going to happen)
A Dance Named Starlight - Neris but Nessian and Azris implied too
The Patience of Princes- Little baby Eris, The Little Prince au
ART
Will be hosting all my art on ao3 with only little snapshots of them on tumblr so I don't get flagged again.
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I can't believe I finished this fic in time for @azrisweek (thank god for different time zones đ it is still Saturday somewhere)
An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works
Without spoiling too much: After fifty years behind the shield of Velaris, Azriel sees Eris again and immediately knows somethingâs wrong.
It was supposed to be a one-shot, but it got long. I plan to post the next chapter within a week đ¤ Hope youâll give it a chance and enjoy it! đ¤
Art created by: @hornysadfrog who really went above and beyond for this. It took me a long time to take my jaw off the floor!! Her Eris is one of my most favorites. Heâs so regal and lovely I could cry. Little frog you are a light in this fandom and I appreciate you so much!
A gift commissioned by me for @pippsmcgee and her word vomit in my DMs over the years about the wonderful stories in her brain. Even if you never write them I will cherish your talent for speaking them into existence anyway.
If it wasn't for you and your tenacious comments on my fics, I would have never gotten back on Tumblr, and I would have never met any of the wonderful people in this tiny corner of the fandom. I will forever be thankful for that and you. Your handle is all over ao3 in all the Azris comment sections passing out love and thoughtfulness that make it worthwhile for writers to post! Your amazing imagination is on my mind all of the time so I hope this gift is a reflection of that. đ¤đ¤
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Art created by: @hornysadfrog who really went above and beyond for this. It took me a long time to take my jaw off the floor!! Her Eris is one of my most favorites. Heâs so regal and lovely I could cry. Little frog you are a light in this fandom and I appreciate you so much!
A gift commissioned by me for @pippsmcgee and her word vomit in my DMs over the years about the wonderful stories in her brain. Even if you never write them I will cherish your talent for speaking them into existence anyway.
If it wasn't for you and your tenacious comments on my fics, I would have never gotten back on Tumblr, and I would have never met any of the wonderful people in this tiny corner of the fandom. I will forever be thankful for that and you. Your handle is all over ao3 in all the Azris comment sections passing out love and thoughtfulness that make it worthwhile for writers to post! Your amazing imagination is on my mind all of the time so I hope this gift is a reflection of that. đ¤đ¤
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It's finally here! Book III: Therapon & Thetis - A burgeoning relationship, a motherâs love. Just in time for @azrisweek free day.
Catch up on the series, read a snippet below, or read the entire chapter on AO3!
The floor beneath his knees was hard and uneven where Azriel knelt. His eyes traced the dust that scuttled across the rough hewn stone.Â
âFather, I have come to ask your pardon.â Though he did not see it, Azirel felt Erisâs eyes as they cast over his freckled shoulder, exposed just slightly beneath his tunic, to gaze briefly at his form.
âWhat have you done?â Azriel felt the harsh question land like a blow.Â
âI was remiss in informing Amphidamas that I had taken Azriel as my Therapon, and that he will only train with me.âÂ
Though his eyes remained on the sand slowly trickling by in the gentle breeze from the open stone arches, Azriel felt the hostility radiating from the throne and the man atop it. Through the oppressive animosity, he could not help but savor the way his name had sounded off Erisâs tongue. Instead of letting it roll together in a hurry to be rid of the sound, he rang each syllable: Az-ree-el. The relishment did not last long.
âThis boy has a stain upon him, Eris. You are to be a god! For years I have urged companions on you. Again and again you have denied me this.â The anger in each word beat down upon Azriel like the sun's rays on the hottest summer day, burning his soul instead of his skin. âWhy.â The word was a demand, for answer, not a query. There was no choice but to answer.Â
Eris did not shy away. Azriel heard him step forward, sandaled footsteps echoing as they moved away from him across the sand-dusted rocks.Â
âHe is surprising.â
Finish the chapter on AO3.
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Art created by: @werehorsebite ! Your art is so beautifully vibrant, I just knew when you got LD that you would be able to bring her visceral scenes to life. I really loved this story and was so happy you picked it because they are just so deliciously sad and bloody and full of angst here! The details are incredible!
A gift commissioned by me for @acourtofladydeath and her story A Wound so Deep - The quiet, almost desolate hope in this story stuck in me like a thorn. Iâm so glad to have it under my skin!
Ahhh! You're sweet, kind, and adorable, human! Your Azris, even when it hurts so much, is such a soft place to land for me. The pain is always worth it for the beauty you wrap it in. All of your work has an importance that's hard for me to explain. It just feels so necessary, the amount of thoughtfulness and care you put into everything you do really shows, and we are all the luckier for it! Plus, the tireless efforts you made to create safe and fun spaces did not go unnoticed, and I am so glad to have met you and been a part of it. Here's to all your talent you've gifted us Azris junkies! To whatever you put your talents toward in the future, I hope it fills you with such peace and love and community!
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Art created by: @werehorsebite ! Your art is so beautifully vibrant, I just knew when you got LD that you would be able to bring her visceral scenes to life. I really loved this story and was so happy you picked it because they are just so deliciously sad and bloody and full of angst here! The details are incredible!
A gift commissioned by me for @acourtofladydeath and her story A Wound so Deep - The quiet, almost desolate hope in this story stuck in me like a thorn. Iâm so glad to have it under my skin!
Ahhh! You're sweet, kind, and adorable, human! Your Azris, even when it hurts so much, is such a soft place to land for me. The pain is always worth it for the beauty you wrap it in. All of your work has an importance that's hard for me to explain. It just feels so necessary, the amount of thoughtfulness and care you put into everything you do really shows, and we are all the luckier for it! Plus, the tireless efforts you made to create safe and fun spaces did not go unnoticed, and I am so glad to have met you and been a part of it. Here's to all your talent you've gifted us Azris junkies! To whatever you put your talents toward in the future, I hope it fills you with such peace and love and community!
Holla at ya boi if you want on or off the Azris tag train:
Here are some sketches/progress photos and a timelapse! Thanks again to @chunkypossum for commissioning me! And to @secret-third-thing for writing a fic that was insanely good (Leave My Body to the Earth) <3
[Originally this was a reblog but I wanted to post the speedpaint so here we are! Tumblr still insists only the 30 sec video is acceptable but it's better than nothing:]
Thank you so much for organizing this week full of all my favorite things. Thank you to the showrunners, to the writers and artists, the commentators, and rebloggers. I'm so thankful for you all!
We're not done yet. I still have a couple more creator shoutouts to do, so stick around until the very end!
Anger seemed out of Azriel's reach. He tried to grasp for it anyway, but the trees were in him. They sang an ancient song that rattled his singer bones and made his eyes leak gemstone tears. The land was asking for his knife, as if he still had something left to offer.
Holla at ya boi if you want on or off the Azris tag train:
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Thank you so much for organizing this week full of all my favorite things. Thank you to the showrunners, to the writers and artists, the commentators, and rebloggers. I'm so thankful for you all!
We're not done yet. I still have a couple more creator shoutouts to do, so stick around until the very end!
Anger seemed out of Azriel's reach. He tried to grasp for it anyway, but the trees were in him. They sang an ancient song that rattled his singer bones and made his eyes leak gemstone tears. The land was asking for his knife, as if he still had something left to offer.
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Had a lot of fun and people in this corner of the fandom are soooo talented, it's incredible. Thanks so much for organizing đ¤đŠˇđ¤
Day 7: Free Day
Is it lust? Is it violence? Attraction? Repulsion?
I recently saw Edvard Munchâs The Bite on tumblr and thought: Azriiiiissss!!! and wanted to see if I could play with the reference a bit to get looser in my drawings.
Sketching digitally didnât work for me; sometimes I just need a thick marker and a fountain pen. I donât know if I will come back to it but I love looking at other peopleâs rough sketches. So, hereâs one from me.
This piece was originally gonna be for @fanartfrenzy way back in January, for the bingo square âmake fanart for a fic that features an Original Characterâ, but obviously that didnât happen, so I repurposed it for @azrisweek !
Itâs based on a scene in Chapter 5, Congress of Weapons Manufacturers and Military Leaders, in stellar fic âTaming of the Vanserraâ by the iconic @futurehunt ! One of my fav azris fics of all time fr fr (FUTUUUURE drop another chapter and my LIFE is YOURS) (jk obviously take your time). Futureâs OC that I decided to focus on is Larssen, pictured here being a cheeky little shit and facing the immediate consequences, but obviously I had to give a lotta love to the main pairing of the fic, so I figure it still works for the event weekđ
I reaaally wanted to get the part 2 finished for today as well but that obviously didnât happen so knowing me itâll probably take another 5 months. Anyways. Please ignore the 1 million tangent lines. Also side not, this is maybe my favorite Eris Outfit Iâve ever drawn. Shoutout to futurehunt for describing him so HAWT. Whew. Thank you future, for making such a fun and engaging and just downright COOL fic! I will have a part 2 one day!
Thank you so much to the mods of azris week for putting on yet another fantastic event!! I look forward to this every year and I feel so lucky to be amongst such amazing writers and artists not just this week, but all year round. Yall are seriously a one of a kind community and Iâm so glad to have gotten to know some of you, and excited to meet those I havenât yet!
Eris and Azriel engaging in some CBT đââď¸đŤ´đ
Censored for Tumblr, but honestly, I think this version has its merits too đ
I've been working on this piece off and on for the past year, and Azris week has given me the final push to get this done!! Thank you to everyone in the Azris community who have seen snippets of this as it's come along.
So many thanks to the @azrisweek admins for putting this event on. This entire week has been a huge pleasure, both as a reader and as a creative.
Check out my Patreon if you want to check out the process video.
LOOK BIRTHDAY BUDDIES! It's @theiudices birthday today and it was @secret-third-thing birthday just last week! Everyone wishes them both a happy, wonderful birthday and a long life full of all their favorite things!!
Art created by: @theiudices her work is so full of ethereal beauty and a specific kind of whimsy that when I saw this I screamed! Her talent and kindness are a wonder and Iâm so glad she was a part of this project.
A gift commissioned by me for @secret-third-thing and her story Leave My Body to the Earth I just ate all of this up when you posted it and I hunger for more!
First, you should know that the craft of your writing is an inspiration but itâs also just such a freaking wild joy to read. You are a master of your art, even if you can't possibly believe that to be true, and I am so very excited to see where it takes you! The creativity and spark that you gave Azris while leading our teeny little community was such a gift, and I am so happy to witness all the work you put into everything that you do. The way you inject this fandom with such whimsy is incomparable, matchless and so desperately needed. You are strong and wonderfully weird, helping to remind us all what it is to have fun here! Thank you for everything you have done and all you will continue to do for yourself, for fandom and for anyone who is lucky enough to read your writing.
Holla at ya boi if you want on or off the Azris tag train:
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LOOK BIRTHDAY BUDDIES! It's @theiudices birthday today and it was @secret-third-thing birthday just last week! Everyone wishes them both a happy, wonderful birthday and a long life full of all their favorite things!!
Art created by: @theiudices her work is so full of ethereal beauty and a specific kind of whimsy that when I saw this I screamed! Her talent and kindness are a wonder and Iâm so glad she was a part of this project.
A gift commissioned by me for @secret-third-thing and her story Leave My Body to the Earth I just ate all of this up when you posted it and I hunger for more!
First, you should know that the craft of your writing is an inspiration but itâs also just such a freaking wild joy to read. You are a master of your art, even if you can't possibly believe that to be true, and I am so very excited to see where it takes you! The creativity and spark that you gave Azris while leading our teeny little community was such a gift, and I am so happy to witness all the work you put into everything that you do. The way you inject this fandom with such whimsy is incomparable, matchless and so desperately needed. You are strong and wonderfully weird, helping to remind us all what it is to have fun here! Thank you for everything you have done and all you will continue to do for yourself, for fandom and for anyone who is lucky enough to read your writing.
Holla at ya boi if you want on or off the Azris tag train:
Art created by: @froggybogwitch whose talent is inspiring! After I saw the finished piece I had to go lie down.
A gift commissioned by me for @jules-writes-stories and her story Held Close, Like a Secret which also just happens to be chapter 8 of her legendary Azris longfic - Just Enough Light to Cast Shadows! JEL is giving "Azris week day 6: Lonely together" LOL
My darling. Your work brings me so much joy, and it is such an honor to know you. I had so much to say about this chapter when you posted it! I scrumpt a lot of screams and whined about how lovely it was for weeks! The voice you give them is so powerful and poetic, and Azris wouldn't be the same without your efforts. Thank you for always being a fun and uplifting voice in this community and for all you do to move it forward. Your silliness is one of the best parts of my day! Forever wishing that your creative journey is full of excitement and fun for always!
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