If I Opened My Window & Looked Outside/As Time Passes/Bed Rest/Arabic Burger/Sleep
As I light these candles that illuminate, a darkness is fixed on and certain, far away from me, chances and embraces, changes and memberships, talk of hardships and my encouragement to work this through, my friend, what do you have if not tomorrow? Light candles that drive out sorrow, ride with your mates that really want and have chances, feel the air in the rain and sun that dries wet dreams and mature further, good references save good lives, forget turns that darkened, truths that burn, no shame in this beard, no work without light, fixed on and certain, chances and embraces, changes and memberships.
far into the distance like rose and thorns bush petals,
I was on jive and pets like trumpets and cake like wine,
taste buds and in the shower like the time and undressed to impress like El's book.
If I looked outside, if I opened my window & looked outside I would see her in all her glory and you too, he, an exception because of his heights & me myself, watching as I have found concerning entertainment or unentertained by the unknown, a look outside & pictures that I may create with my camera or pencil, sunny skys & evening winds along the sea bank or at the beach, astronomical finds like bright bright colours or rugose like my grandma & Pa, me drinking Star & car, behind the wheel & bumps on the road, car like crash like amusement park, Harrowpark...if I looked outside, if I opened my window & looked outside I would see her in all her glory & you too, a look outside & pictures that I may create, sunny skys & evening winds along the sea bank or at the beach portraits and landscapes.
As time passes and what I have of you are photographs in sight and a word I share with you no matter how little, I manage a longing for more or instead appreciating what I've got for how would I know what I have received?
As time passes and what I have of you is love that has planted in me, changes that I couldn't have imagined or seen maybe in someone else, maybe but I doubt it, how would I have this warmness again in another person that isn't you? I do not think this feeling can be made twice unless maybe twins or a person that we share with one another.
As time passes and what I have of you is game, to watch and to play, to pass that boss level that formed that Sega Dreamcast that looks so good like food on a dinning table forming rainbow colors, game like what to say to you, game like, what the hell is in this source?
Hardship that is difficult & pass by, hard to stay, handicapp mind & promise, shared moments, build trust & momentum, time pendulum, real scary & unimaginable, unbelievable & on the television, walking & working through, feeling all the feelings & letting that demand go by without aggression, without touching anything & then garbage extension & reaching peaking point with no desire, rhyming & wonder, following innovation & getting to finish lines, finding pardon, knowing a different class & engaging tight ships that sail in the sky & fantacy, hardships that is difficult & pass by, hard to stay, handicapp & promise, shared moments, build trust & momentum, time pendulum.
The nights I don't sleep are treacherous as well, like last night, I stayed up on the bed, not really worried about anything too serious except that I am up, I suspect my body & I hope it's not a health risk because I work out & I also indulge in some man stuff but I don't want to be looking at what the other guy has in his mouth too much, I stay up, late into the morning, there's a term called bed rest, I am happy it isn't a popular diseases to be up at night when you would rather not & I am happy people do sleep, people also prefer to be awake & that's prerogative but I stay up, late into the morning, my body on the bed, there's a term called bed rest, I try to stay put laying on the bed, I may take some man stuff.
Falling asleep at noon on a holiday in France, having little interpretation of the language but still managing a good time, rested minds and rested spirits, clean air and relaxed musles, tensed feelings to stay up so one may sleep at night, letting your body take the decision and finding precision, falling asleep at noon on a holiday in France, having little interpretation of the language but still managing a good time.
Flying star fish, star dust, chalk board, growing pains, making gains, great study, muddy Holly hurry, colouring the top like I got honey, money, sorry, monkey snoring sleeping, up greatful, pending, so luxurious, my chains on time pieces, calculating the time I've got gold on my reeses, with a spoon, wither leaves, champion bouns, I wither leaves, pick up chicks, heal the sick, calling on the chemistry, the doctor never waits for me, off and on like pedigree, dogs I wish and are for me man like dobber I blow bubas, on the clock like rubber, under and cover upper.
I want to write you a poem but I am smiling really hard, ear to ear like the Joker, cheek to cheek, back to back to back like music and comedy shows with red curtains and containers at sea, high up on the deck and seaports, lift-off and waiting, Iran and I ran to the reporters and plans to go away this summer or with a book covering my face from the sun, basking and napping sunburn, sun lotion, slow motion, Capcom and Capricorn, ketchup stain.
Saying bye bye to a month's feature, seizures and drastic measures, Mercedes Kompressors and Arabic burgers that burn tongues and buzzwords with some coffee and logos that are unforgettable and outstanding.
So! I was jejeli managing my christianhood-ship, I'm not the best but I get recognised and I also sin and confess as a humble Catholic man that I am. I have had sex now, no family. You accuse me that I rape, Jesus Christ show mercy on me and church forgive me. I have girlfriend, I have asked evening models, I have pray to God, thank God I have work and food if not una done finish me be that. I appreciate o and I still dey manage myself but all this drama? I don mature! Make I and we still dey look to God, thank you